i don't wanna wake up, do I have to? yes, of course you have to. you have school, get your lazy ass up.
"chloe wake up" you start opening up your eyes, "i don't wanna go to school v" i belted out. he scoffed "we weren't going to school in the first place, i got to go see my dealer. and didn't you say you wanted to go shopping?" val was the sweetest but only around me. "yeah but i don't have money right now" he got up from bed, "you thought i was gonna let you pay?" he scoffed out. i opened my eyes and saw val sitting in his chair by his desk, lighting up a blunt. he spun over to me in the wheelie chair handing me the blunt "val you don't need to do that" he stopped me "i want to, plus after i get the shit from my dealer i gotta go to this dudes house to sell to him." i looked at him funny passing the blunt back "who? mario??" he stood up passing the blunt, "that's yours" he said signaling towards the blunt in my hand. i smirked "aw i get free drugs now? you must really like me huh?" he chuckled "judd birch" he said walking toward his dresser, "what" i laughed out. he looked at me noticing how blazed i was "that's the guy i'm dealing with, judd birch" the confusion on my face lifted into a smile, "ohhhh, i've seen that dude around" he threw on a t-shirt throwing me a hoodie and a pair of his sweatpants. "put those on" i put the blunt out in the ashtray on the side table, "okay" i stood up grabbed my underwear and bra from off the floor and took off vals shirt that he had given me to sleep in. i put the clothes on and we left, he grabbed his keys and wallet from off the desk. he was wearing a white v neck black jeans and a maroon zip up, we hopped in his car. a red jeep, he loves that car with everything, he started the car pulling a lighter out of his pocket. he pulled a blunt from his glove compartment, lighting it and handing it to me. "so it's gonna take like half an hour to get to julians to get the weed and shrooms and then we will go to the mall and then birches and mario's and colins, and do whatever" i looked at him "okay baby" i said as he smiled and side eyed me. it was silent for awhile until val saw a wendys and pulled into the drive-thru "what do you want chlo?" i was about to say what i wanted but i stopped myself "nothing i'm not hungry" he told the man "one sec, how aren't you hungry?" i looked at him knowing this was gonna be an argument "val i'm just not, drop it." he turned back to the menu and speaker "and my girlfriend will have a grilled chicken sandwich meal with a large coke and a chocolate frosty" i slapped his shoulder "i told yo-" the speaker clicked "okay anything else?" val looked back at the screen "nah" i rolled my eyes and sat back in place "okay your total is 23.64 please pull up to the second window" val moved up in line "i told you i didn't want anything, i'm not hungry val you just wasted your money" he looked at me "well i don't wanna drive and eat this so we will park somewhere and hotbox, then you will be hungry" i rolled my eyes once again and he noticed "you have to eat babe." he knew i had problems with food, i was never "skinny" so i would get made fun of and shit. but most dudes saw past my not so flat stomach and arms because "i have a big ass, nice tits and a pretty face." i still wanna be skinny, but i don't think i ever will be. "val, stop acting like i'm skinny stop treating me like i need to gain weight. i need to loose weight" he looked at me confused "just knock it off dude" i scoffed out, he grabbed the full bowl and lighter from his middle console "listen to me chloe" he grabbed the side of my face and pulled me closer "you are fucking perfect, okay? every fuckin dude in school wants you, you are fucking stunning." he stopped and took a deep breath in "wanna know why i dress you in my clothes?" he stopped and stared at me for a second "so people know you are mine." he finished "now shut the fuck up and smoke this bowl with me, then we will eat. ight?" i nodded slowly picking up the bowl and lighter and taking a hit, does he mean that? is that true? or is he just trying to keep banging me? whatever it seemed sincere. we hotboxed the car in the wendys parking lot, and then we ate. "okay now we got to go to julians" he looked at the clock on the dash "it's 1:00 and it's gonna take like 15 minutes to get to js from here and then i gotta be to judd's by 4:00 so that gives us plenty of time to get to the mall n shit" i looked at him, val was so attractive. but the scrawny messy type of attractive that wasn't usually my thing, "okay" i said as he started the car.
we pulled up to julians at 1:16 "ight" val turned to me " don't look at any of these guys and don't be polite" i was very confused "if you even say hey to these guys they think you are flirting with them" i nodded and put my beanie on my straight middle part hair, and put the top of vals hoodie over it. this house was small and dirty, like really dirty, it had a dirty mattress leaned up against the side of the house and there was trash in the front yard. me and val walked up to the porch and there was a couch with three dudes on it "yo val, how you been homie?" the guy who sat in the middle said, passing val one of the fattest blunts i had ever seen. "i've been good j, how bout you?" julian stood up and opened the front door signaling me and val in "i've been fucking great sales been up." val nodded "damn how much u makin now?" julian walked over to a shelve with bags and bags of weed on it taking one from the middle shelve "bout 800$ a week" vals eyebrow cocked and julian noticed his interest "if u want in i-" julians head cocked to me and he looked me up and down "val, let's not do this infront of yo bitch" i looked at him "i'm not anybody's bitch, i'm his girlfriend" he looked at me smirkin "damnnnn ight, lemme rephrase myself" he stood up straight "val let's not do this infront of yo girl" i smiled and val nodded and kissed me, "you can take a seat..." julian said as if he wanted to know my name. "chloe" i said firmly "chloe" he repeated after me, i took a seat on the couch and val and j we're about to walk away when julian stopped dead in his tracks and turned to me once again "i'm real sorry, i didn't mean no disrespect chloe" i nodded excepting his apology. he turn back around and him and val headed up the stairs.
