Jimin was sitting on the couch watching movie when he heard a quiet knock on his door. He got up immediately and fixed his self before walking towards the door and opened it.
As soon as he opens the door he wrapped his both arms on Jungkook's neck and mumbled "happy first month".
Jungkook forcefully smiled at him "happy first month".
Little did he know Jungkook was just pretending to be happy with him. Jungkook always have the feeling of revulsion whenever he is with him.
He held Jungkook's hand and led him to the kitchen where he prepared something special for their first monthsary.
"You shouldn't have bothered doing these. It's just our first month",Jungkook said looking at the food on the kitchen table.
"Just? For me today is special,for you it's not?",he asked frowning.
"It's... It's not what I'm trying to say. Simple celebration is ok for me. In fact,just eating snacks and watching movie is enough for me,as long as I'm with you",Jungkook lied.
He walked towards Jungkook.
"Really?",he asked smiling.
"Yes",Jungkook nodded.
Jungkook was stunned when Jimin suddenly kissed him on his lips.
"Babe...Kiss me back",Jimin begged.
Jungkook don't know what to do. He's not gay. He wants to push Jimin but he couldn't. He needs to pretend.
"Only one month left. You can do this Jk",he said to himself.
He kissed Jimin back and they kissed passionately. Jimin moaned in his mouth. He held Jimin's tiny waist.
Why does he felt good kissing Jimin "this can't be".
He gently pushed Jimin "let's eat?".
Jimin smiled at him "ok".
After they eat they went to the living room and sat on the couch.
"Babe I have something for you",Jimin said and handed Jungkook a paper bag.
"Oh! I don't have one for you",Jungkook said because he doesn't really think of giving Jimin any gift.
"It's ok. I don't mind",Jimin said smiling at him.
Jungkook opened the paper bag and took what's inside,a sweatshirt.
"Thank you",he said.
Jimin grabbed the remote control from the table and turned on the tv to watch movie.
To Jungkook's surprise Jimin sat beside him and cuddles him.
"I love you babe",Jimin mumbled.
He did not respond because he can't say he love him because he really not. He can't give back the love that Jimin is giving him. If only he can speed up time to end their relationship.
Jimin was waiting for Jungkook to tell him that he loves him too but there's no response. The whole month of their relationship,he was waiting. He wants to cry but he's holding back his tears. Jungkook never told him that he loves him. He never showed affection to him. He changed. He is not the Jungkook who courted him two months ago. But still he is with him. He's not breaking up with him. He can't. Jungkook is now his inspiration. He is so inlove with Jungkook.
After spending few hours together,Jungkook told Jimin that he needs to go home.
"Bye",Jimin sadly said.
"Bye",Jungkook waved at him.
"Take care. I love you",Jimin mumbled looking at Jungkook's eyes.
Jungkook just smiled at him. He turned around and started to walk.
As soon as Jimin closed the door he burst into tears. He felt so hurt knowing that Jungkook doesn't love him. But he will do everything for Jungkook to love him.
He wiped his tears and took his phone to call his bestfriend.
"Hello Tae?"
"Jimin-ah..."
"Come here please. I miss you...",he sadly uttered.
"Now you miss me".
He can hear sadness from Taehyung's voice. He felt bad for his best friend.
Since Jungkook became his boyfriend,he did not spent much time with Taehyung every weekend. But in school they were always together because he can't be with Jungkook because they are in a secret relationship. Now he realized that he misses spending time with his best friend so much.
"I'm sorry Tae. You know that we can spend time with each other only on weekends",he said.
"He's not with you right now?"
"He just left",he dismally said.
"Wait. I thought it's your monthsary?"
"Yeah. That's why I want you to come here,please...",he silently sobbed.
"Are you crying?"
"Coming or not?"
"On my way!",and Taehyung hung up immediately.
He laughed. Taehyung is the only person he needs when he is sad. He loves him so much. No one can replace him in his heart,even Jungkook.
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12 : 51 (Jikook)
Fanfic"I don't really love you. I courted you just because of a bet. I'm so~" A slap stung his cheek before he could finish his word.
