The side effects of Marcus King ( vol.1) COMPLETED

Ch 25 Awaken from Fantasy

Rewind - krewella

Violetta POV

I was humming and dancing around my room. I was in a good mood. I realised I was just teasing Marcus, that poor fellow. Waiting for my answers. I need to tell him about my feelings. Cause I did fell for him. And I fell hard.

He might be dangerous. There are things i don't know about him. His past haunts him till date. So many things so wrong yet so right. I know nothing about him, to be truthful. Right! But, I want spend that time with him, getting to his core. He has let me inside his heart but I still feel there are certain things which are I don't know about. Things that separating us. Making a boundary I can't cross. But I want to walk his path. It will be difficult for me, but I will try. His love is unpredictable and ecstatic but I feel like he has been hiding in the dark too long. It's time for me to show him the light. I am no bob the builder, and I am not making a statement that I can fix him but, his broke parts make him unique. I didn't feel for him cause his fancy cars and bling like , the danger and thrill. I feel for him cause he saw me when no one did. My inner desires. My hopes and dreams. He didn't force me, and I know his and mine world are polar opposite but fell. I can't help it. He maybe a big secret. Something dark inside of him but I wanna unravel it. Accept him. I just hope he is being truthful to me. Not playing with my feelings and I am not just a fling.

I got dressed and I sat down in the breakfast table to have my cereal.

Nina woke up and ran to me.

"Good morning Nina. Someone is energetic this morning. Guess last night went well." I teased her.

"Oh gosh! Was I that loud?" She bite her lips.

"Girl! The neighbour's could even hear you. Your such a cat in bed." I teased her again. It was truth was thought, the walls were not that thick. I could hear them clearly. I couldn't sleep at all. My last resort was earplug's and turn my music loud. I didn't realise when I drifted off to slumber after that.

"Well, Luke quite talented." She giggled. "Why are you tell this to me, when I know that your crazy in bed too. I shocked Henry could keep up." She opens the peanut butter tub.

I didn't smile.

"What's wrong?" The spoon full of peanut butter she was going to lick.

"I don't even , remember the time Henry and I had sex..."

"I don't understand..." she asked.

"I mean to say it's been more than a year ... since I had sex, Nina."

"What?! But, in college he couldn't get enough of you?! How can he resist touching you! I mean your gorgeous babe." Nina complimented.

I smiled," that maybe, but it after he got into his work, he couldn't see me at all. "

She hugged me," don't worry only a fool can resist your charms. Henry forgot what he has got! That's why Marcus stole your heart. "

"I still don't feel good about it Nina, I feel like betraying Him. Henry is a good person."

She held my hand," I am not arguing Vi, he maybe a good person and the best, but he forgot how to love. Spend time with you. His work is important I get it but, so ARE you."

"But—"

"Vi, you fell for another person when you still were with Henry. I get it. You feel like you cheated. And maybe in someone's dictionary it is. But not in mine. We can't control who we fall for, who we love, it just happens. Remember I told you before, your not the time to cheat unless something was way off or wrong."

"What if he was my true love? And I just blow up my chance of love."

She laughed," Trust name if he was your true love, you would till be in love with him. I don't think it's like that Vi, when that true loves comes in your life you just know. The right and wrong go out of the windows. Logic doesn't work. Heart overthrows the brain. And you just keep falling in deep..."

That's how I feel with Marcus. Something I can't explain. The wrong becomes right. Logic doesn't hold a candle to heart. Even after resisting so much I just kept falling. Drawn to him more and more. And I might be wrong about him. And jeopardise the relationship, love and in the end be heartbreak. Hurt so many people in the process but he is the risk I gotta take. I can't live my life with the regret of what if...

I hugged her," Thank you Nina, I can always count on you."

"I am always here for you Vi."

I quickly gulped my breakfast and took my purse. I went towards the door to wear my shoes.

"Going somewhere?" Nina joked. She knew where I was going.

"I gotta see him Nina. Right now. I can't wait another minute... I gotta tell him how I feel." I said excited.

"Good luck." She blow me a kiss.

I ran downstairs and out on the streets. I hauled down a cab and went to his mansion. My heart was beating like a marathon. I don't know how nervous I was, when I approached his gate.

I gave the cash to driver and ran out without taking the change.

I couldn't control my smile.

I met Vincent half way in the Mansion. The guards didn't stop me. I guess Marcus told everyone before hand about me. He did say I was welcome here anytime. "Miss. Clove? I mean... Violetta, what are you doing here."

"Sorry to intrude Vincent, but I need to see Marcus. It's urgent."

I was about to go to his room but Vincent Blocked me. "I am sorry, he is not seeing anyone at the moment." He seems off.

"I don't understand..."

"I will tell Marcus that you came,"

"It will not take time. I promise." I pleaded

"he is busy at the moment...please." He guided me to the door. He is behaving weirdly.

I was dishearten. I came all the way....

No!

I have to tell him how I feel. It's now or never. I am not gonna waste the opportunity. I have to do something...

"Um, Vincent can you get some water before I leave? I am parched."

"Certainly.." he smiled and went to get water.

Here is my chance!

I quickly turned back and made my way towards his room.

I stood outside his door. I knocked on it. The door opened.

My smile sank.

"Can I help you?" A blonde women was standing in front of me. Her hair was wet, she was wearing nothing but a towel. Like, She came out of the shower right now.

My voiced shake ," Is Marcus there?" My heart was panicking. Maybe it's because I knew what answers I was going to hear.

"Oh! He is the shower." She smiled. "He will be out soon. Can I take a message?"

I moved backwards. "N..no..I need to go." I ran downstairs. I crashed into Vincent. My eyes were teary but I didn't cry. He saw my face and new I went upstairs. His face went pale. Is this what he was hiding from me?

"Violetta stop. Let me explain..." he was going to stop me but I didn't.

"I need to go Vincent. I will talk to you soon. " I tried to put a smile on my sorrowful face and ran out of the gate. I immediately got into a cab and went off.

My hands were shaking and now my tears fell.

It was like I was awaken from a fantasy and, shot down to reality...