Lessons In Love❤

I Have To Tell Him

Well. I guess I had to tell Alec SOMETIME. So I grabbed my phone and I was about to text him but then I realized, WHAT THE HECK WAS I THINKING????!?!?!?!? I was telling my boyfriend the only person who has been there every-single-time for me and hugged me and crooned to me in his rough voice IN A TEXT??!?? What was I THINKING??!? So I decided to drive over to his house to tell him. I left a note saying "went sumwhr" to whoever reads that.
The truth was.....I didn't think I cared what people thought(that's what I THOUGHT). When I pulled into Alec's driveway I had a bajillion thought going through my mind. I had so many things I wanted to say to him. But if I said he wrong thing first, he would think that he did something wrong. I love Alec so much and I just don't know if I had the strength to tell him. "WHOA!!" I had been so wrapped up in my thoughts that I almost walked smack into the door. That would've been an odd knock! "Now or never, Shelby" I told myself. I squatted like a volleyball player, then stood up again. I knocked. Alec's mom answered the door, which was wierd, because Alec, his dad, or his little siblings usually answered the door.
"Umm. Hello Mrs. Wanders. Is The Big A here?" I asked. "Yep, sure is Peanut-Butter-Ham. I'll get him." Me and Mrs. Wanders had funny nicknames for each other. "Thanks Jelly-Poo." How was I going to tell him? What was he going to do? What will Anie and Jack say? (not to brag or be snotty, but his little siblings love me(: I hope they'll understand)
Why was I doing this?! Right, because I had to be a good girlfriend and so this. If he is a good boyfriend, then he'll understand. Right? "Sherbet?" why was I going to do this? Was there anyone around? Can I make a run for it? "Shelby?'' I God, what am I going to do? Will he cry? Surely not. He's a sports player. He can handle much more things than this. Right? "SHELBY???? ARE YOU THERE??!?!?"Alec screamed. Omigosh!! I literally tore my vocal cords to shatters. And probably bursted anyone's eardrums in an a hundred mile radius. And probably more!! Then I felt Alec's warm and safe arms wrap around my ribcage and waist. I was immediately calmed. "You.....you....scared me." I whispered in a hoarse voice. "O really?," Alec sarcastically remarked "I didn't notice that." He finished with a worried but funny smirk on his face. " What's wrong? I called your name 3 times. Normally you hear me." "Can I talk to you......in your room please?" I asked. It was coming. I HAD to tell him. "Ok. Shoot" O God. O God. O God. "Shelbs?" How the HELL am I supposed to tell the one guy I've ever TRULY loved, that I was moving across the country. "Omigod. SHELBY" I jumped again and started crying. I mean like full out faucets were coming out of my eyes. Alec looked at me like he felt that he had done something wrong. His arms wrapped around me again. But this time lifting me up and laying me on his bed. I felt his lips on my forehead and whispering "When you're ready." The door shut and he was gone. I woke up about three hours later to Alec playing Xbox, and my phone ringing. "Alec?" I mumbled. "Yes?" He questioned. "I have to tell you something." "Ok" "I'm so sorry, but, but, but my mom and dad are moving to California, and they're forcing me to go with them. It's nothing to do with anyone. It's just their stupid jobs that are making us move." I talked for another twenty minutes reassuring him that nothing was wrong with him. It killed me to see as I was talking, his eyes were filling up with tears. He laid his head on my curled up legs, and I put my head on his shoulder. And we cried.

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So what'd you think?
Will Alec stay in West Virginia, or move?
Hahahahahahahahahaha looks like a cliff hanger!!!
-Katie
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