Chapter 17: My life is a mess

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Eleanor sits facing me shocked as I explain what happened and what’s gonna happen. “So you and him... are like over?!” She says gobsmacked, “I guess so, he says he wants time apart...” I say. “Oh... Well you got me and Danielle & I don’t think he will leave you forever because he loves you too much” Eleanor says kindly.

“I don’t want him to leave me at all! And I don’t know what I’m gonna do because Baby Zayn’s 1st birthday is coming up soon and it’s gonna be awkward at the party” I say, “Yeah your right it might be awkward but you are gonna have to make it not awkward and be the best mum for Zayn Jr” Eleanor says before shoving a piece of chocolate in her mouth. “So how’s the baby?” I ask, “It’s good, I’m getting so tired now and my feet hurt sometimes but it’s OK because Louis gives me a foot massage, aah I love him, it would feel weird if he wasn’t with me, we are like joined at the hip” She says while smiling like crazy.

“Aww!” I say, “Hehe, um can I see Zayn Jr?” She asks, “Yeah sure, I’ll go and get him” I say. I go upstairs and see Baby Zayn awake in his cot, I smile at him and he smiles back, then I pick him up and bring him downstairs to Eleanor. “OMG He’s so big now!!” She says excitingly. 

Eleanor holds Baby Zayn and looks at him, she’s smiling like crazy and Baby Zayn smiles back. “He just smiled at me! Awww! He’s so cute! I can’t wait to have my baby” She says, “Haha, yeah babies are wonderful and you are gonna make a great mum” I say while smiling at her and Zayn Jr.

I sit back while drinking a cup of tea and watch Eleanor and Zayn Jr get along, ahaha but then I start to think, if  Zayn was here it would be even better. Oh God here I go again. I really miss him.

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