“Can you please come home, I want to sort this shit out” I say to Zayn over the phone. “There’s nothing to sort out, it’s over” Zayn says, it can’t be over, I’ve been with him too long to let him go, I love him and I’m not letting this lie ruin our relationship, I think to myself.
“No please! It can’t be over, the rumours ARE NOT true and you know deep down inside that they aren’t, don’t do this to me... us. Don’t do this to us. What about Zayn Jr? You’re just gonna leave him? What about me? You’re just gonna throw away all those years we’ve been together?” I say.
Zayn sighs and pauses for a minute, “Fine... I’ll come over. Only for 10 minutes though” He says. “Yeah sure, when are you coming over?” I ask eagerly, “Now. I’ll be there in 5 minutes, bye” He says quite sharply. “Bye... love you” I say weakly, he hangs up the phone and I wait for him nervously in the living room.
Moments later the living room door opens, I look up and see Zayn standing there, he still looks quite angry and hurt, I smile at him softly but he doesn’t smile back, he just gives me a blank expression... as if... he didn’t know me. “Erm sit... please.” I say quietly, Zayn looks at me then sits down on the couch far away from me. I’m so nervous what do I say to him? I think to myself, “Are you still mad?” I ask, “Yes.” He replies sternly, I sigh feeling hopeless, “You do know the rumours are... not true right?”, “Not according to the person who told me” Zayn says starting to sound agitated.
“Who actually told you Zayn?” I ask getting annoyed too, “You’re ex boyfriend James” He says. “I knew it! I knew it was him! He just can’t go away can he ergh!” I say pissed off, “So the rumours are true!” He says, “No! For goodness sake Zayn, they are not bloody true! James is only doing this because he still loves me, he’s always trying to split me and you up but he has never got the time to speak to you and now he has! They are not true!” I shout. “I don’t know what to believe!” Zayn shouts back, he storms out the living room and I run after him, “BUT I LOVE YOU!” I shout, “I love you so much, please don’t leave me.... please, we can make this work. I promise.” I say, “Well... I don’t love you...” Zayn says sounding upset. At this moment, it felt like my heart got ripped out and stepped on, I look at him stunned at what he said, Zayn looks back at me knowing what he said hurt, I could see he is trying to hold back tears.
I go back in the living and sit back on the couch still shocked, “But what about all these years we’ve had together? Were they just a waste? What about our son?” I say, “All those years we’ve had together were not a waste and I love our son but...” He says, “But what?” I say. “We... Just need time apart.” He says upsettingly, “I’m sorry Hannah. I didn’t mean to say I don’t love you, because I do! I always will! I only said it because I was angry, yet again I’m sorry. Bye Hannah” He says, I can tell he wants to cry because he hates seeing me cry, “Bye Zayn. I still love you.”I say still crying, he looks at me, then leaves. I run up to the front door hoping he will come back in. But he doesn’t. I cry my eyes out and crouch down in a ball by the door.
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Life with Zayn Malik
FanfictionAbout a girl called Hannah (made up character) who is with Zayn and they go through their ups and downs together and she also gives birth to a baby boy who they call Zayn Jr
