I just got done hanging out with my super attractive girl friend. Why can't I Have long blond hair like her or a nice body like her. How can she love me when I look so ugly I must make myself pretty for her. I did my makeup put on a nice dress and did my hair. I posed in a cute photo and sent it to her."hunny look I am pretty for you" I texted along with the photo "babe don't get me wrong you are drop dead gorgeous but" she's probably gonna break up with me now " I love you for you, you are beautiful just the way you are but now you look like a Barbie " " lol thanks babe" "now come over here I want cuddles now " "ok babe" let me just take this off" "ok" I turn off my phone and start getting dressed. As I am in my girlfriends arms before I drift off to sleep j think about how I need to get over this
~JEALOUSLY~
