There I was sitting on my bed Wallowing in my own shame My month had been terrible already and it just kept getting worse. My room was a mess and I knew it but I never cleaned it and to make matters worse my depression had been creeping on me a lot lately. I was mindlessly Scrolling on Tiktok when I came across a video.It was about depression and mental health and how when your struggling you never have the energy you need to do stuff you should like eat,exercise, and clean. The thing I had been procrastinating for months while it just kept building up in front of my eyes. I did nothing to clean it at all so I was gonna change that. I grabed music and a snack and began. I cleand trash,plates,cups,papers,etc. 2 long hours later I had finished and I was proud. After that I put on a comfy oversized shirt and a face mask set up the Luca movie on my computer and ate gummy's And I don't care if I gain weight. Cause I am amazing for being myself not for being what everyone else sees that I could be cause I am my own human and if they can't stick with me at my worst they don't want me at my best cause that Crazy bish worse than what they got now.
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