Sex Ain't Betta Than Love

Chapter 2

Sitting in Ms. Leach, class always killed my vibe. Since, I don't have friends or best friends, it's hard to ger through this class. I put in my earbuds and bobbed my head to Trap Queen. I'm well ahead of everybody, I just have to come to school. Trying to keep perfect attendance. Corny right. After 45 mins of hell, the bell finally rung. During second and third block, I work with the special needs. They are babies. If I could I would take them home with me.

5 mins later

After that five min walk from one ed of the school to the next. I finally made it. Before I could step foot in the room, My little munckin TeGee came grabbing my leg.

Tegee

"I missed you Kk"

Khailyah

"I missed you too baby. Let me go sign in and we can have story time."

As I made my rounds. Had my meet and greets and said hello to my babies, I walked over to our reading tree. TeGee already had his book out.  Goodnight Moon it is. I read the book to him. Before I even finished the book, TeGee dropped off to sleep. I carried him over to the napping area. I'll let him sleep for about 30 minutes and I can give him his medicine.

End of the Day

Finally its the end of the day. I can't stand to be in this school longer than I have to. I was looking down at my phone, just checking my TL. When I bumped into the #1 thot Tika. She thinks she the ish when she look like she had been ran over by a train and left for dead. At least you change your weave up not keep that rainbow mess in your hair for a whole year. Get it refreshed. She probably got dried cum up in her head from being on her knees to much. 

Teka

"Watch it fat bitch. Just because you date One, don't mean anything. YOU are still one ugly fat bitch. I don't see how One deal with you. Plus, you not giving up the cookie. That's why I gave him a little something last night. Poor guy must have blue balls."

Khailyah

"Girl you wish you had my life. You just jealous because One want all this good looking and he leaves your pole azz along. YOU must not have your information because MY MAN was with me all day and night. We went to church together, had Sunday dinner, went out shopping, had a movie nigh, and lets not forget he fell alseep before me. I was cleaning our house until 2 that morning so I would know. Come at me correct. Oh, heres 150 dollars to ge some toothpaste and toothbrush and to get your hair taken care of. We don't wanna see the dried cum that diferent men put in your hair. Have a bless day."

I got in my 2015 Range Rover. I stopped by the gorcery store. Need to stock up. Knowing niggas these days are greedy and never having a home. See De'Marcuz niggas always at my house. Like I know you love us, but dang you got a home, a bed, and kitchen. Youd don't see me going through all your stuff.

I made one last stop. This is one of the hardest stops I have to make. To my mother's grave I go. I always dreaded coming to her grave. It is sorreal. Sometimes, I'll be here all day crying.

I hoped out the car ad made my way to her grave. As I sat down I broke down and cried.

"Ma, I miss you so much. It's hard making it without you. Everything is going ok, but I just don't know. De'Marcuz always wanna have sex, but I'm trying to hold on to what you and daddy taught me. Speaking of daddy, I'm going to miss school tomorrow to go see him. I miss him to. Why they had to pend your death on him. Y'all did not have to the best relationship, but he loved you to much to kill you. He would never. God, you, and the man that killed you know the truth. I'll find out who that with God's help I will. Just give me a sign that the way I'm going is not the right path, so I can change it. I luv you mommy. I know daddy loves you too. Watch over me mommy while you in heaven."

I decided to sing my moms favorite song His Eyes on the Sparrow"

Why should I feel discouraged,

why should the shadows come,
Why should my heart be lonely,

and long for heav’n and home,
When Jesus is my portion?

My constant Friend is He:
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me

I sing because I’m happy,

I sing because I’m free,

For His eye is on the sparrow,

and I know He watches me.

After I finished the song, I got back in my car and headed home.