• GUILT & STRESS •

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Very wildly and weirdly the first ever kiss of both youngesters happened. The male who was overloadly amused couldn't stop smiling whole day. Even in library the boy couldn't get over from the moment when their soft lips made a beautiful apocalypse. It was a most memorable jiffy of his entire life.

"Wish I could time travel and live that moment for eternity.....urghhhh lord I really can't get over from that touch.."

He mumbled to himself while hidding his face in his red blanket. Gripping the pillow tightly against his chest , he start to imagine his yubi in his strong arms.

"Her soft lips , sweet scent... she's mine only.... forever mine"

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The girl who had to hide her existence next to her almost boyfriend at any cost had to kiss the stranger male whom she doesn't even like at all. Sitting in the corner of her bathroom , she was crying out loud. Letting all the sobs , tears and swears flow out of her body. Her every scream wasn't loud enough to disturb her neighbours but it was echoing in her every room.

"Why! What is my crime!!! Why I'm suffering more than you!"

She was talking about her suffering self which she thinks it was more painful than the situation namjoon is facing.

" I loved you...b-but this isn't what I should get....."

She continued to talk and yell out her stress. "If I ever knew loving you would lead my happy life to this inferno...I would've avoid your whole existence!"

Leaning back towards the cold wall , she hugged her knees and lock her arms around her pestle tightly.

"I hate you namjoon kim! I .... I SINCERELY DO!"

she yelled out of her lungs and Weep while leaving heavy breaths.

" And you!! Kim taehyung! I HATE YOU TOO! I DON'T LOVE YOU....WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION!"

She whispered in low cracked voice and embrace herself. Hiding her red face in her close arms.

" I wish , I wish to die! I don't want to play with anyone...."

She added and slowly lift her face up after 2-3 mins of sobbing. "Only pain can kill another one..." She mumbled and lick her dry lips while cleaning the tears on her cheeks.

Getting up slowly at her feets , girl decide to harm herself physical by drawing some scares on her body with the help of sharp blade.

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Namjoon was riding bus back to his Ilsan. Resting his forehead to the window , he was trying tough to gather positive thoughts.

"I hope , everything will be alright. It has to be alright soon.."

shutting his eyes slowly to avoid the ray of street lights which was passing on his eyes. "I wonder how's yubi? It's been almost 1½ month since she has broke contact" He sighed and apart his head from the cold window.

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Girl who cutted the piece of her inner arm was half concious. The dark red Blood was dripping out of the cutted part like a waterfall. For outside world It wasn't visible until she wears sleeveless clothes. Girl was lying on her bed with open eyes. She was fallen on her bed like a murdered human , totally dead from inside. Almost loosing her mind at the negetive thought and guilt of cheating on both. Suddenly the android next to her buzz but girl did not bother herself to check.

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This reward is for today's epic moment. Literally you nailed it...I mean kissing the fake one right next to the real man you love....haha Seriously you deserve a reward today.

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A/n : are you getting? Whatever I'm trying to write?
I know it might be hard for you to understand but trust me I'm working on my vocabulary everyday (just to make it worse) ⊙﹏⊙

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