Anonymous therapy |Jakehoon

15 [ game of silence ]

obviously, heeseung knew nothing about all of this. he called jake for this.

he would not force the boy to talk about it with him, he wasn’t that kind of friend. he would ask him just if he was okay. he took his phone and searched his best friend in the contact list. he clicked on it and the call started.

after three rings the boy pick up.

“jake-ah, are you okay?” he asked to the younger. the boy didn’t talk. no sound could be heard just the heartbeat of the older who hoped his best friend was okay.

then, the silent broke down thanks to some soft sobs coming from the younger. heeseung panicked. “do you want me to come over?” he asked worried.

“p– please...”

heeseung hung up taking just a jacket and heading out of his room. he run trough all his house not even waving at his parents or saying where he was going. he run in the streets of seoul, with the wind that made his hairs fly.

he arrived in front of the mansion and made his entrance easily since the maids knew him. he walked to jake’s room. the older opened the door and rushed to his best friend who was crying on the floor.

he went to him hugging him and saying sweet words of reassurance. Jake started feeling better after crying in silence for what seemed like hours. he fall asleep in the others arms. heeseung lifted him up making him lay on the bed.

he just looked at the sleepy boy, tired from all the crying. maybe heeseung would lie if he said he hadn’t started crying with the younger at some point. seeing the boy broke again made him cry and angry. he was mature and found what sunghoon did stupid, but it wasn’t completely his fault. it was nobody fault.

but it wasn’t his life, it wasn’t his relationship, so he just needed to see what the now sleeping brunette would do. and hope just for his happiness.

someone else wanted jake to be happy a part from heeseung, so when the boy started to ignore him, he just accepted. but it hurt him a lot.

sunghoon went to school hoping to talk with the younger who owned his heart. he took his lessons until lunch time. he made his way to the friends' table.

“jakey, can i talk to you?” he asked almost whispering. he felt disappointed with himself and knew he let down his boy. as he expected, the boy didn’t answer to him. he just looked at his hands that were delicately posed on the launch table.

“sunghoon can i talk to you?” the oldest at the table asked to the younger. sunghoon nodded and followed the boy outside.

“as you have seen, jake doesn’t want to talk to you. give him time. he’s angry, disappointed and confused. he just needs time, and i hope you will let him have it.” heeseung said almost smiling at the end.

sunghoon couldn’t do more than accept that. he wanted so badly to talk to the older, but he knew he needed time. he knew it well and had already prepared himself to let him have time. he knew jake and also knew he would probably ask him time. it was bad... a really bad situation, but he could do it for jake.

“okay hyung.” he said with his head hanging down. “thank you.” the other boy said entering in the building again. the younger sighed and put on headphones.

the day followed by. there was much he could do, a part from looking at the younger whenever he could.

he got in his math classroom and sited at some sit far but not too far from Jake's. someone sited next to him. a girl.

she had black long hair with bright blonde bangs. lenses of intense blue color. and she was thin and short. probably the ideal type for many due to her beauty. but not for sunghoon, there was only one boy for him.

she sited opening her book. the male stopped looking at her when his crush entered. jake sited at his usual place looking around. he was probably looking for sunghoon. when they met their eyes, the boy rolled his eyes and looked at his book repeating the topic of the lesson.

that hurted the boy a lot, but he deserved it. the lesson started but he could only focus on the Australian brunette boy.

“if you keep staring you will do holes on all his body.” his seatmate said. “sorry?” sunghoon asked thinking he had heard her wrong.

“jaeyun. if you keep staring at him he will have holes or some marks caused by your stare.” the girl specificated with a sarcastic tone. and I think you’re making him feel uncomfortable.” the raven-blonde female added.

sunghoon was at first confused but then he looked back at the boy. he seemed to really feel uncomfortable. his body was close as if it were a hedgehog that had closed. his hands were playing nervously, both covered by the long sweater. sunghoon choose to not look at him anymore, and looked instead at his table.

“i’m chaeyoung by the way.” she said looking at the boy. “i am–” “sunghoon. i know it.” she finished his sentence.

the two looked at the teacher. but both were not listening. sunghoon had his mind full with the older. while she had a grin on her face and some thoughts more interesting than what the teacher was saying.

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still alive.