Gangsta Love

Wide Open

Atlanta, GA
Asian

I haven't gotten proper sleep in about 2 days. I don't know, I feel like something is off. Trust me on this, y'all know that saying trust your gut? Well, my shit is guiding me right now. I recently sealed the deal on my studio apartment and I just finished furnishing it and with the help of India and Von. This shit is so litt and so .. me. I'm waiting for India to come so we can drive down to the movie theater. As I'm laying down and browsing through my shoot pictures, Von's birthday is coming up. I wanna do something special, this going to be so hard because I never planned anything for anyone. No one deserved that side of me, As far as I was concerned. I heard a car pull up in the front and looked out the window to see who it was. It was India and Dayvon. This boy gonna live a long ass time. I opened the door before they knocked and smiled at both of them. My two favorite people, next to Sky. That's my baby for life.

"Yo ass all cheesy and shit for what" Von said tryna make a stank face at me. I smiled and gave him a big ass hug. He hugged me back firmly by the waist and kissed my cheek. He still not too sure about me yet, which I understand. Everyone's been hurt before, so I can't even trip.

"Let's go bitch. I'm dying to see this scary movie" India said as she checked her phone to check the show times.

"Girl that movie only got 2 in a half stars. You soft as hell" I said, Von started laughing. She glared at both of us, squinting her eyes. She look like a lil china doll too, cause her eyes is so damn chinky.

"Y'all muh fuckas gon stop coming at me. At least I'm giving it a try. T used to be begging me all the time to watch these shits with him" India said. Both they faces got a little sad after hearing T's name. I can't lie, I definitely miss him too. We didn't know each other for that long but he made my one and only friend happy and was the closest friend of my crush's. I automatically grew an attachment after all of that happened. I wanted to change the topic before it stayed this way any longer.

"Aye, we not gonna do this. Let's brighten the mood a bit y'all.. what's the vibes for tonight?" I asked looking in between both of them.

"I gotta video shoot with Herb tomorrow, so it don't really matter to me" Von said as he walked towards the car again.. I looked at India and she blinked away her tears. I hugged her and rocked her back and forth.

"Stop it hoe, you Gon make me cry and where's that gonna get us?" I asked. She chuckled a bit and tapped her eyes with tissue.

"You're right. It's just still.. fresh. Ya know" She said taking a deep breath.

"I know boo but he wouldn't want y'all to be sad. We gotta rock out like the bosses we are" I said attempting to brighten the mood. They both gave me a smile, more so India it's okay, I'll take it over nothing at all.

3  Hours Later
Von

I woke up to credits on a big ass screen and Asian's big ass eyes blinking in my face.

"What the hell lul girl?" I asked as I started stretching. She mushed my legs away in a joking way. I damn near fell, can't be pushing people that was knocked the hell out.

"You didn't even watch the damn movie Von. You could've just stayed ya tired ass at my house. We would've met you back" She told me as she grabbed my hand to get up. I fixed my hair and shook it out a bit.

"That's too long, from ya lul ass. I'ma go crazy" I said while I grabbed her ass and walked out the theater. We got to the lobby of the theater and got a call from Durk. He apart of my management team so whoever wants to meet with me or feature, etc. He know about that.

"What's going on Bronem?" I answered.

"Somebody at the stu wanna meet wit' you twin. He showed me some real ass talent" He said to me. I really didn't want to even go near the studio right now, just wish I could chill out for a day.