Gangsta Love

How It Go

5 months later
Asian

"So I really can't get to know you? That nigga Von aint gonna be out for some change" Some nigga trying to talk to me said. He had two teeth missing,he smelled weird and he just wasn't attractive what's so ever. So my attention span right now was low as fuck.

"Sir for the last time, I am not interested. Why can't you just go on about your day? All these females out here and you on my shit" I spoke with a little irritation. I began to walk away and I felt a hard tug on my arm.

"One more thing. You used to fuck with Calvin right? You look like his old bitch to me" He said as he examined my face. I jerked away and took my pepper spray out in one hand and a swish blade in the other. I'll go to jail today, I'll be closer to Von anyway so fuck it.

"Back the fuck away from me before I get the slicing on ya ass" I said backing up towards my car. I looked behind the creep nigga to a car swerving fast as fuck to the curb. It scared the nigga so much he went flying down the block. I low-key got shook as hell too but I kept a poker face.

"Asian, have you heard from India?" Her  mother asked with a look of worry and panic on her face. I call her auntie Sheila. She basically raised me while my mother was always working and providing a roof for us when my father left us. Ain't shit ass nigga.

"Nah auntie I was working all day. Is she alright?" I asked growing a lil scared. I took out my phone and went to her name. It rung all the way through which made me even more worried

"Get in Asia come on. We gotta go check on my baby" Auntie said as she quickly got into her car. I ducked my head to get in and she damn near killed me as she sped off fast as hell. My crazy ass didn't even care cause my best friend possibly could be in some type of danger right now.

We finally got to the house, I wasted no time jumping out the car and running to the door knocking hard and fast. Auntie passed me the keys and I remember what key it was. I unlocked the door and didn't see anybody.

"India!?" I yelled out in the house. I looked around for her and heard Sky running across the ceiling to down the stairs.

"Auntie Asia, something happened to uncle Roy" She said with tears in her eyes. My heart started beating so fast and I took Sky's hand and walked upstairs with her. As soon as I walked to her room, I didn't hear anything and her door was cracked open. I pushed the door and she was sitting on the edge staring at the wall. She was holding a teddy bear and stroking it's head. Auntie Sheila came in right behind me and had worry all over her face.

"Babes what the hell happened? You wasn't answering your phone all day-" I said as I say next to her and seen her hands red. "India, what happened baby?" Auntie asked from behind me.

She sniffled and a tear dropped from her eye.

"They took him .... They snatched him right outta my fuckin life ..." She said emotionless. It look like she's been crying all fucking day. And honestly? My heart dropped with her. We was just getting close.. he was like a brother to me. Especially since he's been such a good boyfriend and uncle to my babies. And Von.  I know he is gonna be hurt like a MF. I'm not prepared for this shit.

"Oh baby I'm so sorry" Auntie Sheila said as water surfaced her eyes. We both and had a group hug. I can feel her entire body shaking uncontrollably.

I held onto her and Sky for what felt like the entire day. Shit it was, I woke up and looked at my phone and it read 7:30pm. I gently slid out of India's hold and made her and Sky hold onto each other. I stepped out the room and shut the door, I went to my call log and called Von as soon as I seen his name.

"If you know your  party's extension, you may enter it now and wait to be connected" the lady spoke. I put the extension in and wanted for the call to connect. It rung about two times before I heard his sweet voice in my ears.

"Wassuh Lil folks. I was sleep and shit just now" He told me. That just made it 10 times more hard for me to tell him this shit. This is gonna break his heart and I don't wanna be the one to do it.

"Oh I'm sorry boo. I didn't mean to wake you up. I miss you" I spoke with nothing but honesty. I miss him so much, he's my peace. I forget about all the bullshit and hardships I've been dealing with. Mostly emotionally.

"I miss you too baby girl, what my son T Roy doing? Nigga ain't call me in a minute. His hot headed ass prolly in some shit as we speak" He said through a chuckle. I smirked weakly as I felt my eyes getting watery. I have to tell him man.. I won't be able to live with myself if I don't tell him knowing that I know already. I took a deep breath before I spoke again.

"Babe I got something to tell you.." I began to say until I heard somebody call his full name in the background.

"Aye hold on lil folks, this guard tryna tell me some shit" He said. Before I could call his name I heard him say "your brother passed away today" .. after that the call went silent.

"Von ? Babe, are you okay? Please be okay" I said with my head in my hands. I heard him sniffle then clear his throat quickly.

"I'm straight.. I'ma call you later. Good night Asian" He said before hanging up. I watched my home screen appear from the call ending and automatically got sad. It was a picture of all 4 of us before Von got locked up. We all look so happy and free with no care in the world. Damn why they had to take bro like that though? I shook my head and walked back upstairs to check on my babies and they were still sound asleep. I went into my room, put my bonnet on and listened to my playlist. I'ma need music tonight or else I ain't getting no sleep. I know that for sure.

-- hey guys 🧡 been busy but here is a lil update 😎 comment and vote