When I got home and checked my facebook posts were binging out of control. Rediculous posts like "That whore. She's so snobby, why would she dump him for that?" More untrue posts followed behind it. Why would he lie? I thought as my heart got attacked the more I read. If he's doing this to hurt me, I wont let it. I'll just turn it off. Like I'm turning him off. I am done with Jason!
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My mind was set on avoiding Jason today since we had Advanced Chem together, but my heart was also avoiding Anthony. I coulnd't quite lay my finger on why it was bothering me. He didn't do anything.
"Haley? Hello? Earth to Haley?" I snapped out of deep thoughts and soon realized Kylie had been talking to me for the past ten minutes. I looked around to figure out that I was still in the cafeteria.
"Oh, Hey Kylie, sorry about that. What's up?" I stammered picking up a fry from my tray and rolling it around in the ketchup.
"Really? What's up? I've been standing here for 10 minutes. What bit you? Spill. now." She crossed her arms looking at me as if I didnt know how to change the subject.
"Did you get invited to Jake's party? I did." She soon took off talking about her plans for our friend since grade school's party. Jake and I dated on and off our freshman year, but soon came to conclusions we were to good of friends to be any more than that. We dumped out trays as she continued to talk about it and as we came to my locker she stopped suddenly.
"I hate when you do that." She gave me a scowl
"Do what? You're the one doing it to yourself silly." I giggled silently to myself and she sighed.
"Well I've got to get to class. We'll talk about this later."
The rest of the day flew behind me and I found myself arguing with myself on what to wear. It was just a study date, what was I stressing out about? I threw on a pair of tight ripped jeans and a red hoodie that said 'Remembering to forget is challenging'. The hoodie was worn out but I'm sure he wouldn't mind.
I drove to the library and smiled when I saw his car parked outside.
