Y/n POV
I already checked on Tubbo, Techno nor Dream were kidding when they said he got scarred both mentally and physically.
I sighed as I walked calmly through the forest. The birds chirping calmly and the sound of my boots meeting the ground.
Does Dream care? I mean he threatened to kill me then told me he cared. He acts like he cares and yet he is still a bitch that makes my blood boil.
I fucking love him, I know I shouldn't but I can't help it, it's like a bad addiction. But, yet I would still risk my life for him and I don't know what to do about it! I hate him I hate him I hate him, but I love him, So much that I would do anything for him.
I stopped as I felt water hit my head and shoulders. I didn't feel like getting rained on at the moment so I looked around and saw an open cave it had light coming from it I Sprinted to it almost falling from my legs being a bit sore still.
I walked in to see.
Dream and Fundy making out on a rock. What the fuck.
"Y/n-" Dream looked at me pulling away, Fundy looking embarrassed.
"I- it's fine it's fine- I Just needed to come in here to shelter from the rain I'll leave in the morning." I said turning my back to them looking outside the cave at the pouring rain.
I heard Fundy giggling. Then I heard him and Dream chattering about something. He soon told Dream goodnight the rain began to calm down and I sighed.
What the hell is up with this fucking Power hungry shit head of a person. I just walked in on the person I loved making out with his 'husband' and I know Fundy doesn't know that his own husband fucked me. It's honestly shit. I want to leave why are they here?!?! It also looked like Dream had all of his fucking belongings what the hell is going on?? I'm so lost.
"Y/n-" I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"AH- What the fuck!" I put my hand over my heart.
"Sorry for scaring you." Dream said sitting criss-cross next to me.
"Oh that's what your sorry for." I said not making eye contact with him.
"Y/n come on now, I can't just break all contact with him, I married him."
"You said you didn't want to you said you only did it because of a alliance with Wilbur. What did you lie to me about that to?!" I said standing up my legs a bit wobbly.
"Y/n- You have to understand, I don't love him- Well I do but- look it's confusing ok? I love you-" Dream tried to finish but I didn't let him.
"No Dream You don't love me you never have and never will, I know that but yet I can't manage to get you out of my Fucking head! It's bull shit, You are Bull shit!" I said Tears dripping down my face from behind my mask.
"Your just looking for power and i-" He hugged me. He hugged me? He hugged me! Im not sure how to feel at all he is hugging me.
"Let go of me Dream." I said ripping away from his hug.
"I'm sorry- ok I love you I do but-"
"You want power I know Dream I fucking know now I'm leaving I won't be back anytime soon etheir." I said stumbling out into the rain.
"Y/n- I'm truly sorry-" Dream said he turned back to where Fundy was and then back at me. He shut his eyes harshly and then just stared at me.
I just began to walk in the rain. Not knowing where I was going I just kept walking the rain got heavier and heavier pounding down onto my shoulders. My mask was the only thing shielding my eyes giving me little vision due to how hard the rain was coming down.
What the fuck just happened. I was so happy that Dream hugged me, and yet I ripped away from him. I wish I didn't I want to go back but he probably would tell my sorry ass to go away.
I hate my feelings I don't know if Im in with love him or I'm attached to him, ethier one I still want him near me all the time I love him.
I saw the door in the dirt hill and I smiled lightly. I walked through the mud and opened door, I whipped the mud off on the stone and saw Wilbur laying down on the bed he was asleep I creeped down the stairs seeing Tommy and Tubbo laying on the chest next to each other. I couldn't help but smile.
I saw Jack laying on a bed a next to Niki's bed a block between between them. I didn't see Techno I walked to the potato farm and he wasn't in there.
I walked to the nether portal and didn't see him. I felt a fabric being drapped over my shoulders and I spun around.
"Calm down, you need rest ok- I know your not to fond of me but I want to at least help you out the storm out there is pretty bad. Sleep in my room." Techno said calmly putting his hands out in a comforting way.
I thought for a second.
"Fine." I said taking his hand and he took me to his room.
I walked in the newly decorated room and started to lay down on the floor untill Techno grabbed my shoulder and pulled me up.
"What the fuck?" I said looking at him." Your not sleeping on the floor. I am." He said guiding me to his new large red covered bed.
"You make me want to- ugh- get on your damn bed Techno." I said annoyed facing towards the wall away from him.
"Ok whatever you say." He climbed into the bed next to me.
He wrapped his arms around my waist I liked the strong comfort I could feel but, I don't want him to know that.
"Fuck off." I said in a tired annoyed voice.
"Fine." His arms slowly came off my waist and now we were back to back.
"Goodnight Techno.."
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I would have made this chapter longer but I wanted to get it out quickly cause ✨angst✨ but remember to keep safe make sure you eat and drink and take care of yourselves love you all! 💙
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