Time machine, Fear street

from afar - Tommy slater

Pronouns: she/her
Tommy x fem!reader
ANGST, FLUFF
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Y/n's Pov

I walk past the outhouse to see Tommy, my ex boyfriend, the guy my mother made me break up with, squeezing Cindy berman's ass.

It felt as if I was being stabbed in the chest, I just stared at the two. I should be happy that he's happy, but I wanted him to be happy with me.

I know it sounds selfish, but I'm still in love with him.

Cindy pushed him away as he laughed. He finally noticed me. I blinked away the tears I didn't know I was holding back and walked away.

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I sat on the bench by the lake Tommy and I would always go too at night. My knees were up against my chest as I laid my head on them.

I know I shouldn't feel this way and I know he's in love with Cindy but its hard to let someone you love go.

I've hated my mom ever since she made me break up with him. I never told him the real reason I broke up with him, I just told him I found someone else. I hate myself for doing that.

Just because he was a shadysider and I was a Sunnyvaler. Who the fuck care what fucking town i live in? I just want to be able to love who I love.

"Uh.....hey.." a voice says. I look up. Tommy. "Um..hi.." "you okay?" I wipe away a tear, "yeah, I'm fine." I fake smile at the tall man.

"You sure?" I nod at him. "You should probably get back to your girlfriend." I tell him. "Is that why you're crying?" "What? No." I lie. "Well, you broke up with me...so.." he looks me in the eye. He seems angry.."sit down for a sec?" He sits far from me.

"I didn't find anyone else, I lied." I tell him the truth. "What?" "The reason I broke up with you...it was a lie.."

"Then why the hell did you break up with me? Am I too ugly? Did I do something wrong? Was i not-" he says but I cut him off.

"No Tommy...My mom made me break up with you..." the truths out..

"What...?" "Yep....just because you were a Shadysider and I was a sunnyvaler..." I stare at the water with tears in my eyes.

"You're being serious?" He asks and i nod. "I'm still in love with Tommy slater.." I laugh as tears slide down my cheeks.

"Babe? Are you coming?" Cindy walks up to us. "Uh...yeah be there in a sec." He tells her.

She walks back to the outhouse. "You should probably get back to your girlfriend..." I tell him.

"You meant all of that..?"

"Every bit..."

He walks away.

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*flash back*

I lay in Tommy's bed in one of his shirts as he tickles me.

"Tommy s-stop!" I yell as I laugh.

"P-please!" I'm a laughing mess. I put my hands in the air and he stops.

I catch my breath. He lays on my chest, cuddling up too me. He places a soft kiss on my lips.

"I love you doll, but you still haven't given back those chips.."

"Tommy....no..." he sucks his teeth and nods.

"Tommy...." I warn him.

He tickles me all over my stomach, "tommy!" I laugh.

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I wake up in Tommy's bed, in one of his shirts,q rubbing my eyes. I get up from his bed, trying to find my clothes. It's too dark for me too see since its 5AM.

I didn't want anyone catching me, especially Kurt, walking out of Tommy's cabin in the morning.

"Baby, what are you doing? Come back to bed.." a raspy voice says.

"I gotta go hon..I'm sorry....you know what Kurt would say if he found me coming out of your cabin.." I peck his lips. I grabs my clothes and shoes and head for the door until a hand grabs my wrist.

"Lets just not let him see you, stay..." fuck. I drop my clothes and get back in bed with him.

He snakes his arm around my lower back, pulling me into him.

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I'm sat on Tommy's lap as he crys into my shoulder. There's some stuff going on at home and he's stressed enough with school.

I run my hand through his hair, kissing the side of his head. I pull away, looking into his eyes. I wipe his tears, "everything is gonna be okay baby. You're gonna be okay...I'm here and I'll help you with anything.."

He nods, bringing me in for a tight hug.

" I love you so fucking much.."

"I love you too Tommy and I always will.."

*end of flash back*
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I cry into my knees, remembering the memories we shared together.

I guess I just have to love him from afar....

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Kinda in love with this 🥴