Please stop.. You're hurting Me...

Chapter 1

I awaken to the bright light beaming throw the small window of my terrible apartment in downtown Seoul (if there is one I'm sorry idk I'm from Australia)  okay so I over exaggerated with the terrible it's quite nice it has a big bathroom big loungroom big bedroom well basically two but only one has a bed in it the only thing not big about the place is the kitchen it's Terrible from where I was sleeping last night half the view is blocked by a building but going out into the dance room, which I do not use because I don't dance, there's a huge glass balcony and it's beautiful it looks out over the city, *helllooooooo, yes sir I'm one of a kind* my phone starts to ring and I hurry around digging through piles of mess to find it as I spin looking I see the screen of my phone and I literally dive for it before answering, "hello" I answer making my breathing as stable as possible, "anyeonghesio, Zea dongsaeng I see you are awake uhm I was wondering if I could stay at your apartment for a while with well the guys at least you'd finally get to meet them well actually we have no where to stay and are right out front please let us in please" I hear Min Suga Oppa whine from the other side of the door which makes me giggle, I'm also finally meeting his band members, HELL YASS! "Jinjji " Oppa screams running in as soon as I unlock the door and he engulfs me in a hug, "oh Min YoonGi how I didn't miss you" i sarcastically laugh looking up at the kid who is full of energy and "swag", "oh daebak" I hear a voice murmur and I turn slightly to see five extremely attractive guys, " ugh oppa" I whisper ask in shock "oh dongsaeng these are my Hyungs, j-Hope hyung, NamJoon hyung,  Taehyung hyung, that's Jungkook and Jimin Hyungs" he points and wow they are gorgeous, "where's Jin" NamJoon asks, "there's another one" I gasp uncontrollably and they all look at me before smirking "oh baby he ain't just any other one" Jimin whispers seductivly into my ear before biting his lip I can't help but shiver at the way his tone was, I just met him and he's already making me shiver, "oh hyung Suga I'm so-" a boy calls running into the apartment but stoping as he sees me "hi I'm Oppa" he says and the boys all burst out laughing "I'm Jin I mean I'm Jin" this boy starts to turn bright red and I can't help but do the same, "you are weird" I say accidentally "no no you aren't weird I'm weird your gorgeous" i blurt and just can't stop myself, “ugh” i whine to myself, “Zea wow don’t hold yourself back dongsaeng” Suga laughs and i hear a loud thud, “Aish Kookie watch it” Jimin shouts at the terrified boy on the ground, “oppa” he pouts and Jimins eyes widen, “wha-“ he begins but is cut off, “Jungkook jagya” Taehyung shouts dropping to the hot mess, “Jimin hyung how could you” he shouts, “okay stop-“ i shout at the same time as the voice behind me which we cut ourselves off and look at each other in shock, “awe Jin umma has competition” Namjoon shouts “maybe even a girlfriend” J-Hope adds, “Bwoh” Jimin shouts, “what”suga and i shout at the same time, and Jin laughs quite loudly, “I’m never good enough for any girl”, i hear him whisper and look up to him quickly looking away and at Jungkook who is still currently on the ground and i can’t help but stare at him as the others have made them comfortable playing around and Jin is still awkwardly standing there, “ah noona come join if you are that interested” he smirks making everyones head snap to him, “she’s younger than you idiot” Suga snaps and Jungkook chuckles deeply, “than I’m your Oppa” he smirks giving me a weird feeling in my stomach, i stare off out of the window thinking about just life in general, “wheres the kitchen” i jump as a hand is placed on my shoulder, “oh you scared me” i giggle but pull him along stepping over jungkook, “hey wait for me” Jungkook shouts jumping up and joining Jin and i, “wait i have no good food” i suddenly say realising i was going shopping after i got changed, “and I’m also still in my pyjamas” i mumble, “I’m such a failure” i whisper to myself, at least thats what i thought, “you are not” jungkook yells falling over a shirt thats on the ground, but I don't know who's shirt it is.. "Who's shir-" I begin to say but stop in shock "never mind" I say weirdly to the sight of Jimin with no shirt on and wow may I say just DAYM, "I'm going to change anyways it's my shopping day" I smile to myself "shopping" Jin asks quite loudly "can I come" Jungkook, Taehyung and Jimin ask in sync and it was so cute, "yes please take us" NamJoon and j-Hope whine and I giggle at everyone, "I'll come if I can come in your room with you" Suga smirks and jumps up anyways walking into my room, "UH no get out" I shout before he actually enters and he stops dead in his tracks, "sorry" Suga mumbles before walking away sadly with his head hung low "hey now don't be like that" I giggle pushing him softly as he walks by, I quickly run and change into skinny jeans and one of SUGA's HBA tops he's left behind before, I also slip on a pair of slip on shoes before going to walk out when I hear whispers in the lounge room so I lean against the door to listen, "guys please you can't be like this" I hear Suga beg, "and what I mean is drooling over her all of you" he harshly adds "what about you why is it different for you it's always, Maki this Maki that why can't it be like that for any of us" I'm pretty sure it was Taehyung who replied "yeah I mean hello I don't think you realize this is an actual girl one who is not obsessed over us one who is just a normal person" Jungkook ads "she's not just normal" I can tell thats jin who whispered and he seems close to the door "what" the group asks and he begins again "she's not normal she's beautiful and cute and adorable and sweet and beautiful and gorgeous and beautiful she's nice and" he gets cut off "beautiful we know" NamJoon cuts him off "hey" I hear a voice behind me making me jump, "Shh I hush the young boy before turning and realizing that Jimin isn't in the group right now, "hey I wait" I begin confused "they told me to keep and eye out but I don't know what for" he scratches his head which makes me giggle at how cute he is, wait what? "I think I know" I smile slightly before stopping "hey I saw that" Jimin half shouts "Shh no you didn't" I slap his hand away "yes you smiled and you have dimples" he says like a child poking my cheek which makes me smile uncontrollably   as he cups them now and I frown at the memory coming back. 

*flashback* 

"Hey hey smile please no need to frown because someone out there is falling in love with your smile" Jongin smiles at me slightly wiping away the tears falling down my face, "I'm just going to miss you a lot" I say in between sobs, "MakiZea I'm never leaving you okay when I'm on that stage smiling it's because of you okay" he asks more than states "okay" this time he asks more firmly, "okay" I mumble and Jongin takes a firm grasp on my wrists, "come on now that wasn't encouraging" he growls making my heartbeat rise, why is he so protective of me, "I'm just going to miss you a lot" I admit pushing my head down "Zea" he whispers trying to hold my face but I move it away "Maki" he demands grabbing my cheeks softly but firm enough so I can't move, "I love you you know that" he asks and I nod slightly, "and YoonGi loves you" he adds and I slightly smile, "I just have the opportunity of a lifetime" he whispers kissing my forehead before hugging me tightly. 

*flashback over* 

"Hey hey smile please no need to frown because someone out there is falling in love with your smile" Jimin whispers placing a finger under my chin so I look up at him, "and for all you know he's in this building" he looks away slightly, "possibly right in front of you" he gulps and I look deeply into his eyes. 

*flashback* 

"Really first Jongin now you" I ask throwing my hands in the air "everyone I have is gone I have nothing to live for anymore everyone I love is going away" I begin to cry and yoongi lifts my chin up slightly "Zea someone is deeply falling in love with you so badly" he looks down before looking at me again "and for all you know he's in this building" he looks away slightly, "possibly right in front of you" he gulps and I look deeply into his eyes. "I love you" I whisper quietly so he can't hear. "But hey I'll be back soon so you stay put and don't give up on me yet maybe you might even find someone to love" he smiles brightly. 

*end flashback* 

"What is it" Jimin asks softly and I snap back to reality, "I fell in love once" I stiffly laugh "really" Jimin asks a little shocked "yeah but I guess I never make the right decisions"

AUTHORS NOTE

ugh okay so this is chapter one.... is it even good? im hoping so im also going to be publishing a korean version of this hopefully if i get up to it.... ANYWAYS hope you liked it and keep reading, follow me on instagram

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