Please stop.. You're hurting Me...

Chapter 2

*flashback*
I'm walking through the park with Jong-in its one of his days off, we are walking hand in hand listening to the chirps of birds and the water fountain near by, "Tai I need to tell you something" Jongin says breaking the silence and I look up at him and smile telling him he can say whatever he needs to, "I i want you to meet them" he stutters making me shocked, "you mean like them them" I ask happily and he nods slowly, "just promise me one thing" he sounds so desperate what could be the problem, "anything" I reply "no matter how much he loves you and treats you right no matter how much he puts you first" *deep breath in* "you will always love me" Kai begs, "Kai I will always love you" I smile slightly pushing him which makes Jongin grab my wrists tight "I'm being serious Taimaki, please I know he will be able to love you more than I ever could but don't lose hope in me" who is this 'he' Kai is begging me about..............................................
"Guys I want you to be nice this is TaiMaki or Zae or Maki but please be nice to her" Kai smiles whilst rubbing his neck, "Tai this is, Xuimin, Chanyeol, D.O., Kris, Lay, Chen,Suho, Sehun, Tao, Baekhyun" Kai points out and there's one who is sitting on the couch glaring at Kai but he never said who he was I just can't stop staring either it's like I've looked into my future, "I'm Luhan" he slightly bows which I repeat his actions just with my name, "always love me remember" Kai whispers before walking away".
(End flashback)
"Maki you okay" J-Hope asks pulling me out of my thoughts, "yeah you've been staring at that poster for a while now you know if you really want it just ask" NamJoon chuckles but I look at Suga slightly who is looking at the ground and I guess Jungkook remembered because he looked at us both then at the poster, "I don't think she wants it" Kookie clears his throat and I look up at him with a thankful look, "what why wouldn't she this is EXO right there" V scoffs making everyone laugh except yoongi myself and Kookie, "actually I want one please wait guys" he says once again (baekhyun Taehyung moment).
*flashback*
"TaiMaki i love you with all my heart and everything i put into my life is for you, you are all i want no all i need in my life i want to spend the rest of it beside you i want to wake up every morning seeing your beautiful face i want to smile at all the stupid little things you do to make people happy i want to be the father of all the puppies we adopt i want to be the only man in this world who will love you forever" Luhan announces holding my hands tight and looking me from toes to eyes before looking away at the crowd and dropping my hands, "but unfortunately i can't" his words push a knife through my heart and bring tears to my eyes, "I'm sorry" he whispers to me before looking at everyone, "for everything but i can't marry her" he takes a deep breath, "not when there is someone in the crowd who she loves more and someone who made her promise to never let him go" he sighs making the tears fall down my cheeks, "Luhan please" i beg and he turns back to me, "I'm sorry" he replies before walking down the stairs and i drop to my knees Kai and Baekhyun run to my side Yoongi also, "Luhan" i hear Daehyun yell and Luhan stops walking and turns to face him but as he turns Daehyuns fist connects with Luhan's face, "don't you ever go near her again" he warns going to punch him again but Zelo and yongguk hold him back, "i promise i won't no matter how much i want to" his voice cracks signalling he's crying and i feel as iff all of me was just i can't even describe the pain, "Tai-" Yoongi begins but i cut him off, "Maki its Maki" i firmly say wiping my tears away, "and if thats how he feels than thats how i it it it i it sh- sh-s-should be" i stutter letting a phew tears fall again, "this is all my fault" Kai whispers holding me and i feel a stab in my heart again remembering his words, "promise you will always love me", i push myself off the ground and look at all the confused people who were here for a wedding, "you are right it is your fault" i turn to Kai and move away from him, "if you never made me promise he wouldn't have left, Jongin you knew i loved you but never in the way that i love Luhan" i snap and he tries to step closer to pull me into a hug "Maki I'm sorry" he begins but i push him away, "don't touch me i actually think i hate you" i cry falling into Yoongi's arms, I'm also sorry to everyone who came for a wedding but got a drama instead" i shout my voice hurting causing me to laugh and i cry even more as i watch everyone leave especially the whole of exo, Kai looks back with a tear stained face but i look away, "just leave Kai" Sehun firmly tells him and the chapel is quiet.