He bent down and kissed me gingerly like he wanted to make sure everything was okay. I kissed him back, the pace picked up again, and soon enough he slid his hand down my naked body finding my clit. An audible gasp left my mouth, "I need to make sure this isn't too much, is it?""No, keep going, please," I murmured as he went back to work pleasing me.
I reached for his waistband, ready to help him with his- erm- situation, but he stopped my hand completely removing his hand from my core and held my hands above my head.
"Don't touch yet, we'll get there, I want you completely falling apart by the time I fuck you. Is that understood?"
"Yes, I understand," Jesus fuck! He's going to ruin me and I'm here for it.
As his hand slips back down I can feel my wetness dripping past my thighs, his hand continues past my clit to my opening, filling me with two fingers and I moan. It wasn't expected so I turned my head and pinned my eyes shut. I felt bad for being so vocal with how I felt.
"Don't turn your head," he said still thrusting into me with his fingers, his free hand pulling my face back, "I want to see and hear how good I make you feel."
Looking back at him, he removed his hand and I whimpered, "I won't look away," I say hoping he'll continue.
"Good girl,"
His hand moves back down, this time slowly thrusting his fingers in me. He curls his fingers hitting that one spot. I gasp, I've felt this before. He continues that motion while moving his thumb to run my clit. It's almost overstimulating.
"Is that good baby? Do you like when I do this to you?" He asked dipping his mouth down to kiss my neck.
"Yes, I- uhh- I do," It's hard to form words. I can feel a pit forming in my lower stomach. It's all so much. His thumb rubbing my clit faster and thrusting me with his fingers. This kissing, sucking and biting of my neck. I don't know how much longer I can take it.
My core stiffens and my legs start shaking and he stops completely.
"Wha- what are you doing," I say almost completely out of breath.
He looks at me with a wicked smile and I almost feel scared but like an excited scared. He moves back down to where his face is at my core, he looks up at me, where I am still confused, and dips his head down. Licking and sucking on me, from the teasing before I'm already sensitive, he knows that, bastard, my back arches up slightly and his grip on my hips pushes me back down. My hands go to his hair, tugging and gripping it. He hums against me in approval. The vibration plus the stimulation makes me moan out. He slips two fingers in. Simultaneously fucking me with them and his mouth.
"Oh Aaron, please, oh my God please." I cry out feeling myself losing all control.
He doesn't stop and just when I'm about to cum he stops everything, "Aaron, please.." I beg
"What, please what? Tell me what you want y/n"
"I- I need you, please," he wants me to tell him explicitly I can tell, I flush so hard I think my cheeks glow red.
"I'm right here, what do you need from me if I'm right here?"
"I, ugh, I need you to fuck me," I say looking him in the eyes. My body had grown impatient and I need him to untangle this not.
"That wasn't so hard now was it baby,"
He pulled down his boxers exposing himself fully. With Evan being the only other person I've been with, this was definitely going to an adjustment.
He bent down and kissed me moving from my mouth to the base of my ear, "I'm gonna fuck the shit out of you," and with that he trusted into me. I gripped his back with one arm the other gripped in his hair.
"It's okay love, you just tell me when to move,"
He's so much bigger than anything I've taken so I needed to adjust. The way he is so sweet and dominating at the same is a mind fuck. As I adjust to his size I can feel my body ready for action.
"Aaron, you can move, please move,"
"Your wish is my command baby," He says as he moves his hips back and slowly thrusts into me. Over and over again he slowly draws out and pushed back in. It fees so good and torturous at the same time. "Faster please," I beg. I feel like I might explode if he doesn't pick up the pace.
"Such a needy girl you are," He states picking up the speed. I moan, he fills me completely. Taking my hips in his large hands he urges me up, "Lift your hips love," I do as he says and oh my god.
I moan clenching the sheets with my knuckles going white. It feels like a new part of my body being explored by him. It feels beyond incredible.
"How's that baby?" he asks increasing his speed. "Tell me how I make you feel."
"Goo- jesus- good you make me feel good,"
"Just good," he says flipping me over and I yelp. One hand one clit as his other holds me up, "See that won't do, you deserve better than good."
He thrusts faster into my rubbing my clit at the same time. I scream out burst of slurs because my mind is officially broken.
"Cum for me y/n, I know your close, it's okay baby let it go."
And with that all hope was gone for me I moan out in ecstasy finally releasing what's been so wound up inside of me. My body can't handle
much more. With a couple more thrusts he stops burying deep inside of me. Once we've both come down from our orgasms he pulls out and urges back further on the bed."Here I'm gonna grab some items and I'lol be right back to help you to the bathroom okay?"
"Okay," I say i'm the most exhausted voice.
He returns shortly with a pair of his boxers and tee shirts, "Come, I'll help you to the bathroom." Ah what a gentleman.
Once I peed and cleaned up as much as possible Hotch helped me into his clothes and laid down with me, "You know no ones ever taken care of me after, well you know," I say looking away sheepishly.
"Really, that assholes never took care of you. Even after intense scenes?" He said pulling my face to look at him.
"No, he more focused on himself."
"Well, that's stupid it can cause such bad sub drop. I'll never do that okay. So get used to me being here after okay love?"
"Okay," I say looking into eyes. He sweetly places a kiss onto my lips, "Now get some rest baby, we have a long day tomorrow." and I was out. And i couldn't have asked for a better night.
a/n:
sorry for any typos or anything but i hope you enjoy thisssss
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