In Your Arms

Car Ride ((Chapter 5))

((Denkis POV))

I flinched at Kirishima's angry yelling. I've never heard him talk to me like this. Or anyone for that matter. It was scary. But I push it down and try trying to match his energy. "Clothes!" He reached out and slid his hands to the sides of my upper half of the overalls that were somewhat covering my chest and grabbed my nipple painfully pinching it and pulling me forward. "Watch your damn mouth." I yelped and grabbed his wrist as I arched my back to somewhat relieve the pain. "Kiri let go, your hurting me!" Bakugou got closer and grabbed my thigh putting pressure where kirishima dug his nails in yesterday. At this point, I was kicking and fighting back. Kirishima forced his way between my legs and grabbed my face. He forced me to stay still with bakugous help. "What's the point, you don't learn unless someone hurts you. So let this be a lesson. Stop dressing like a whore. No one else is allowed to look at you like this. Do you understand?"

He was extremely close to my face. He slid his hand down to my neck. Gripping it tight but I could breathe. Though I had readjusted my breathing so I didn't suffocate myself. My breathing was shallow. It's difficult to focus on keeping that steady so I don't pass out. With everything running through my mind distracting me I feel like I'm on the verge of a panic attack. My heart was beating so loud it felt like it was gonna beat out of my chest as my breathing hitched what it could and it felt like the room was shrinking. Painful anxiety rose from my stomach and I felt like I was dying. I wouldn't breathe and I couldn't focus on what was going on. I was getting a flashback to back when I used to live with my parents. I was 11 when my dad grabbed my neck and slammed me down onto one of his alcohol bottles and stopped on me letting the glass shatter and stab into my back as he bruised my ribs.

Endless memories and flashed through my head. It was going through so fast but at the same time, it felt slow enough that time was eating me alive. Suddenly I snapped out of it when I felt something sour in my mouth. I blinked a few times and tried getting the test out of my mouth. I ran the sink water and didn't follow it. Just rinse it out as best as I could. My thoughts started to collect themselves. As air started to fill my lungs and I felt arms wrapped around my waist. It was bakugou, he rested his head on my shoulder and nuzzled into my neck. "We're just looking out for you. We wouldn't ever hurt you on purpose. You know that right." My anxiety got caught in my thought. I just slowly nodded and looked at bakugou through the mirror. His eyes were already looking at me. A chill ran down my spine I froze like prey that was captured by a predator. He took this chance to let go and he took off his shirt and slid it over me which covered everything. It hanged to mid-thigh so peace of my skirt still kinda hangs out the bottom.

He grabbed my chin and stood with his stomach against my back. He tilted my head back and we made eye contact. "Let's take you home ok?" I was shaking hot because I was scared but because I haven't completely calmed down from my little panic attack which I still don't know how long I was out for and I nod. And he picks me up and holds my chest against him. My thighs slightly clung to him not wanting to fall. I buried my face in his shirt. I didn't wanna look at him. I felt so small and helpless. They took me home. Bakugou was next to me in the back seat but he kept looking at me. Am I in danger? I mean what if I keep saying and doing things they don't like. What would I be doing if I didn't have that panic attack? Bakugou grabbed my thigh and pulled me so my body was facing him. He slid his hand behind my neck and pulled me almost onto his lap with my leg. I struggled to keep the eye contact going and I ended up looking down and to the side.

I put my hands on his shoulders trying to push him away. "What are you doing?" I whispered but just loud enough for bakugou to hear. He forced me to look at him when he dug his nails into my thigh highs on the lower part of my thigh. Jesus, they always go for the thighs. He put me in some sort of chokehold as a way to keep eye contact. He kept getting closer until I could feel his breath on my lips which made me shiver. What is he doing!? First, his boyfriend is in the front seat. second, he has a boyfriend. And third, is he trying to kiss me? I wasn't too comfortable with these circumstances and I tried sliding out of his grip but it was too tight. He let me go and let me fall back just as we parked. I took that second to wrap my mind around what just happened, what was the point of that. I took a glance at Bakugou and it looked like he was holding back. Did he was to kiss me? Kirishima got out of the car and Bakugou followed but not without dragging me out of the car by my leg. They carry me to the dorm I did struggle but it wasn't of any use. They practically threw me to the bed as kiri locked the door. "Don't make that face. We're just trying to help you."

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Word count of 1000

Released on August 15th, 2021