Y/N's POV
I woke up with a huge headache and I immediately searched for the stranger. When I saw that he is no longer there, I stood up and took a deep breathe.
Fuck, my legs and thighs are shaking.
"How hard did we fuck last night?" I asked myself as I tried my best to walk and take a peek outside.
Real talk, he fucked me like there was no tomorrow. He was just so passionate and raw, it felt absolutely amazing. Well, this is the consequence of a one night pleasure.
I walked out of the room and immediately went into his kitchen. The house felt so empty and I'm guessing that he already left. There was a small note on the kitchen counter top and I knew that he already left.
Dear Y/N,
I'm sorry I had to leave you alone this morning, I have work. It's been awhile since I felt like I wanted to stay in bed in the morning and miss my important meetings. As an apology, I hope you'll enjoy the breakfast I cooked for you.
Lastly, call your brother and
go home. He is going nuts.
- V
"V? Is that supposed to be the first letter of his name?!" A small smile made it's way towards my face and I can't help but feel lighthearted.
I gasped when I saw the delicious kimchi friend rice with egg and huge sausages on a plate. It made my tummy grumble immediately and I happily dug in.
"Well, it's been awhile since someone cooked me breakfast." I happily munched the food away and I just smiled thinking about him.
***
Standing outside of Byul's house, I sighed loudly. Yoongi is probably in the other side of the door waiting and I don't want to argue with him at all.
My body is sore from last night. I need to rest.
I opened the door slowly and entered the house immediately.
"Oh, no one's here?" I asked myself in confusion.
"They went looking for you, Y/N." A familiar voice said and I turned around to see who it was.
"J-Jungkook." My eyes widened because I didn't expect a furious Jungkook to welcome me.
"And what are you doing here?!" I asked him angrily and he immediately gave me a serious look.
"Your brother called me nonstop last night, saying that you left with a total stranger from a bar. What are you doing, Y/N?" Jungkook's voice is annoyed and irritated and I immediately rolled my eyes at him.
"That doesn't concern you, Jeon Jungkook. Besides, go home and stop acting like you are still my husband." This time, my voice is not loud. It is serious and low. My body is tired and I just want to sleep.
I was about to walk pass him when he grabbed me by my wrist.
"I am still worried about you, Y/N." Jungkook calmed down and said to me. I can feel my chest tighten and I immediately pulled my hand away from him.
"If you are truly worried for my well-being, you should've showed up in court. You should've told me the reason of our divorce and you shouldn't have come here. I had a great morning without you, Jungkook, but you have to show your fucking face to me again." My words are harsh and I could feel my chest hurting at this point.
I can't help but still feel a little hurt when I saw his eyes look down. He was my husband, but he deserves to hear this. Jungkook hurt me and I want him to feel what I am feeling right now.
You might think that fucking a random stranger would make me forget about him so easily, but you're wrong. I still love him and seeing him reminds me of that love.
Without any hesitation, I ran back onto my room and locked myself in. Jungkook can call my brother and inform him that I am home. Yoongi is going to be pissed, but I don't care.
I locked the door of my room and I collapsed on the floor. A loud thud was heard as I fell onto the ground. My breathing suddenly became heavy and I knew what was happening to me.
I'm having a panic attack.
My tears started falling down my eyes as I tried my best to catch my breathe. I crawled onto the floor and looked for my medication.
Suddenly, the door is slammed open and I immediately shouted when I saw Jungkook. He ran towards me and held me tightly.
"Y/N, please take a deep breath. Shhh, stop crying. Baby, I am here. Take it easy, hmm." His hands softly caressed my back as he looked straight into my eyes. My breathing started to calm down as I was lost into his warm, brown eyes.
"J-Jungkook." I said his name and his hands made it's way onto my chin.
"Yes, Y/N?" He asked me and I sniffled as I finally caught my breathe.
"Why did you leave me?" I asked and he froze in his spot.
"There are things I cannot explain to you, Y/N. One day, you will know why I did this." Jungkook answered and I immediately felt myself getting disappointed again and again.
"Get out of my room, Jungkook." I said in spite and anger.
"I will get out of this room, Y/N, but I want you to promise me one thing. Don't go out with random guys, because you don't know them." He said while standing up.
"Why shouldn't I trust him? I married you and I thought I knew you. Never would I thought that you will leave me, because I fucking trusted you. Now look where we are!" I erupted and I couldn't control my emotions anymore.
"So, you're going to fuck random guys now and live recklessly!" Jungkook's voice started to get louder and I laughed at his statement.
His audacity to call me out when he's been cheating on me!
"Yeah? I fucked a guy last night. He was so good that I forgot you completely. I bet that I'll keep on coming back for more." I said while I gathered myself up.
Jungkook is stunned by my words and he immediately stopped arguing with me. He turned his back and walked out of my room.
I took a deep breathe and laid on the ground for awhile. A tear escaped from my eyes and I cried for a moment.
My words came out harsh and I let my emotions control me, but somehow, it felt good.
I feel good.
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Tacenda || A Jeon Jungkook FF
Fanfiction"You don't need to know my name and see my face. All that matters is we're going to have a fun night, baby." *** Jeon Y/N just recently got divorced. With no reasons, whatsoever, her husband just left her alone and hopeless. Trying to move on, she...
