TRUE LOVE

Part 10

RD'S POV
i asked her for the reason she calls me only mr.shekhawat and not randhir after all i was and am her randhir only.... because i have seen her calling everyone by names but not me and in return she said " u are not my randhir.... my randhir killed me 5 years before just for satisfying his ego" the way her rage was getting out on me
was hurting me real bad but somewhere ...even i knew that i deserve it i left her hand from her back and cupped her face " sanyukta just listen to me for once let me clear it out please!" and she stood there mum not responding to anything what i was saying " look sanyukta i know whatever happend it some where or the other was my fault" and listening to this she gave gave me really-are-u-kidding-me look " fine i admit it was totally my fault and believe me i really am sorry for it just forgive me for once and trust me for the last time sanyukta please !" i said in a voice which i was literally begging her i don't know what came in her mind and she just pushed me away from her with such a force that my back hit the near by wall and she started screaming or let me be clear she started shouting on top of her voice " are u fucking kidding me shekhwat? i mean u really have the guts to ask me forgiveness after what u have done?
why didn't u come and ask me forgiveness in the past 5 years when i use to cry myself to sleep everyday? why didn't u come and ask for forgiveness when i use to wake up with nightmares all the time? why did u not come and ask me for forgiveness when i attempted suicide god knows how many times? why didn't u come and tell me these meaningless shitty lines when maa and baba were taking rounds of the doc to just get me out of a fucking depression? why didn't u...." i didn't let her complete her pains for the only reason i never knew she went through such a trauma and i wasn't able to hear it anymore i just smashed my lips onto hers and gave her a kiss just in order soothe her pain and to relax her i don't what i am doing is right or wrong but i just felt it right for the moment she wasn't responding to me she was just standing there numb but soon i felt her body weight on me shit!!! she fainted .... i laid her down on the floor carefully and kept her head on my lap and started tapping her cheeks in order to wake her up " sanyukta.... sanyukta... wake up damn it!
open yours eyes!" i was continously chanting these words with my futile attempts to wake her up i kept her head on the floor and ran and got a glass of water i sprinkled some water on her face and finally she flickered her eye lid and i sighed a relief " thank god'' i mumbled i pulled her up her shoulder and she rested her head on my chest as she still was feeling giddy i supported her with my hand and made her drink water with my another hand she drank the water in a go and closed her eyes for a few mins i was feeling the blissful moment and was caressing her hair just to calm her down a bit when all of a sudden she pushed me hard i fell on the floor she got up and straightend herself and took her bag and turned around to go when i asked her " kaha jaa rahi ho?" " ghar " she said in a low voice " chalo mai tumhe chod deta hu!" i said in a concerened voice " jinda bachna cahte ho toh mere ghar k aas paas bhi nahi dikhna varna parth tumhe maar daalega !" she chipped firmly yet with a hint of concern " tum parth k sath rehti ho?" i asked her out of curiosity " none of your business shekhawat! dare u come and interfere in my life again !" she snapped back there she was back to square one the strict rude sanyukta aggarwal! oh sorry sanchita vardhan suryavanshi!!! i mocked her in my mind