tw : panic attack / anxiety
⚠️⚠️THIS CHAPTER WILL CONTAIN MCC 15 SPOILERS⚠️⚠️
(god I hate writing those but it's for the story right..? heh heh..ILL DO ANYTHING FOR THE READERS BRING IT)
2nd person PoV
You woke up to your phone ringing. It was Scott (smajor1995 or dangthatsalongname) The host of MCC was calling you..but for what? You cleared your throat and answered his call.
"Hey, is this Y/N?"
"Um,yeah it is! Hey Scott long time no talk" You said laughing
"Haha, hey!" You caught up with Scott for a bit since you guys used to record together almost all the time. Before he got to the point.
"Y/N , we're gonna need you in mcc today, sorry for the late notice. As a replacement for Connor. Being a replacement potential, you have been practicing right?" He sounded uncertain. You laughed, you'd done many mcc practice streams.
"Scott, of course I have, I wouldn't miss it for the world, I'll stand in for Connor."
"Thank you y/n."
"No worries, goodbye Scott talk soon!"
"Definitely, Bye!"
@y/nispog - 07:56am
Hey all! Little bit of an awkward announcement today. I'm standing in for @ConnorEatsPants in today's MCC. Hope you come cheer me on! I will be on a team with @Fundy @Ph1lza and @TommyInnit on team Green Guardians . See you tonight at 8PM BST!
@ScottSmajor1995 - Replying to @y/nispog
Thanks again!
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@MCChampionships
@y/nispog will be standing in for @ConnorEatsPants in tonight's MCC on team Green Guardians! Hope to see everyone there!
@y/nispog - replying to @MCChampionships
Y'all better cheer for me smh 😃👊
You closed off your phone and exactly what you had just agreed to hit you like a tidal wave.
You were going on MCC
Today
Infront of hundreds of thousands of people
You agreed to this
And there was no getting out of it.
You snuck out of your room and down the hall to get some water to keep you from freaking out. When Wilbur entered the kitchen. "Oh hey y/n up early are we?" You nodded, too scared to talk incase your voice broke. "Excited to watch me during mcc?" You stood there and stared at your brother before attempting to talk, your voice was weak and shaking.
"Ch..check twitter." shit voice crack.
"Are..are you okay?" He hugged me, that was all I needed to start crying. Wil took me to sit on the lounges (sofas couches whatever the fuck yall call em)
TW - massive (when i say massive i mean it) panic attacks from y/n and Wilbur described in detail. Look for the bold writing when it's over if this triggers you <3
"Breathe y/n breathe. Calm down" I leaned into him and tried to steady myself. It wasn't working, it only got worse. He left to go get me some water, I panicked a little when he was gone. As he came back he handed me a water bottle. I drank a little bit out of it before panicking and putting it down again because I couldn't breathe. I brought my legs up to my chest and leaned my head ontop of my legs and just sat there. "Hey hey hey..bring your head up." I did as Wil said and he took both of my hands in one of his and gently pushed my legs down. "Breathe. Everything's going to be fine. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere, alright?" He put an arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. Sitting with Wilbur when I was like this made me feel safe. "Calm down, focus on breathing, nothing else. You're completely fine, nothing can hurt you." I listened to his words and tried to steady myself. I began crying even more out of fear of it not working, and I sensed Wilbur was starting to worry, which made it worse, I couldn't hear or see much of anything anymore, I didn't know what to do.
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𝙼𝚢 𝙽𝚒𝚑𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚞. (𝙽𝚒𝚔𝚒 𝚡 𝙵𝚎𝚖 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛)
أدب الهواة𝐼𝑓 𝑁𝑖𝑘𝑖 𝐼𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑥
