I was showering enjoying the hot water hitting my cold skin, relaxing me after a very hard day at work. I shivered a little and let out a sigh dropping all my stress and worry with the water down my body and to the bottom of the tub, circling around the drain until it eventually disappeared into the pipes. This was the highlight of my stressful workday. Coming home to shower and relax by myself in peace. The by myself part was just a fantasy thought because someone would always find their way into my bathroom to talk.
"Hey (y/n)" I heard my door open and Kai's voice greeting me. He was my main visitor when I was in the shower.
"Hey Kai" I rolled my eye and proceeded with my shower.
"So I need advice? Like girl advice from a girl" I looked out the shower around the curtain to see him sitting in my sink back against the mirror leg up to his chest looking fine as hell in a white t-shirt and backward snapback.
"Okay, what do you need help with?" I asked a little sad. I shook my head confused not knowing where this feeling was coming from.
"Well, I like this girl. I have liked her for a while but I am worried. I am not scared to tell her I just don't want to push away what we already have if she doesn't feel the same." I thought hard about my response.
"Well, why don't you tell her just that. Be open and vulnerable about the whole thing. Girls like hearing what is going on in a guy's head so maybe try that." I felt confident in my answer and mentally patted myself in the back.
"So what do you think?" He asked catching me off guard since I thought he had already left.
"What do you mean what do I think?" I ask confused. I turned the water off and rung out my hair. Opening the curtain and wrapping my towel around myself.
"What I mean is... how do you feel about me being in love with you?" My heart stopped and I was speechless. This man... this god likes me? Is in love with me?
"Are you high or drunk?" I asked him, he was taken aback by my word.
"No why would I be?"
"Because you are way past a 10 and I am a negative 10" it took him a minute to figure out what I was trying to say but once it clicked he took a deep breath and took my free hand that was not holding onto my towel.
"You are really stupid! Do you know that? Baby you are a 100 in my world and I think that's all that matters" he chuckled at my shocked face. I blushed at his words, but I was awfully conflicted by why me out of everyone else.
"So your thoughts comments concerns" I shook away my negative thoughts and smiled at him.
"I actually love you too just never thought it would be me"