~2WL, Trying, Maybe Never, Possible New Lovers, No Pirates, Leaving, I Love You~

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~Alisa's POV~

It's been two weeks since Rumple and I got married and things have been amazing, we decided last week that we want to try and have a little one of our own. According to Rumple though he's not sure if he can give me a baby, and if that's the case then I don't know what I'm going to do. I want to have a child I really do, I want a family, and a life all my own, like what my parents had before my mother passed. I want a child, however if the answer is still a maybe never, I'm going to have to talk to Rumple about figuring something out. I love him and I don't want to make him feel like he failed to give me one of the only things I've asked for from him. I guess he and I are just going to need to figure this out, maybe I'll write Killian and have him come over. I can talk to the both of them, I love Rumple and I don't want to do this, but what other choice do I have? If he and I want this and he can't give it to us then we might have to find someone else who can and as much as that breaks my heart it's the truth. I was pulled from my book by Rumple taking it from my hands connecting his lips to mine, I smirked into the kiss before pulling away. He gave me a small sad smile leaning against the table, I set my book down and looked at him.

"You look beautiful Dearie, you give up on the Pirate look?"

I looked down at my long sleeve floor length white and blue dress shaking my head,

"No, just know how you feel about them, figured I'd dress up a bit today..."

I leaned back in my chair and he sighed.

"What do you want to do, if we can't have kids?"

I sighed standing up and walking towards the door, he popped up in front of me and I sighed, shaking my head.

"I want your permission to find someone who can give me a child. It may not be your blood but it'll be mine and that should mean just as much to you. The father may determine the sex of the child, but the main one that matters is the mother, all that I'll have to go through. What do you want to do, if we can't have children together?"

He sighed and I could see the hurt in his eyes.

"Is that really our only other option?"

I nodded my head.

"Yeah, unless you want to try magic and I really don't trust that."

"Alright, who did you have in mind?"

"Either Erin, David which is a huge possibility no, especially since he's married and has a little one of his own on the way, and Killian another long shot but he cares for me and I believe it might work."

He shook his head at the last one.

"No, no child of mine is going to have a Pirates blood in him."

Now I was pissed, he married a Pirate what the fuck is he talking about.

"Okay, then we're not having kids because believe it or not you married a Pirate."

He looked at me shaking his head.

"No, I married a self respecting Princess, not a Pirate."

"What do you think I was doing for those two months with Killian? I am a Pirate and all I have to do is send him a letter or go down to the dock that's how it is. So tell me again how is it that you can say you love me, but you don't love all of me, I may be a self respecting Princess, but I'm also a Pirate."

"I love you with everything I am, however you are no Pirate, you weren't brought up as a Pirate."

I laughed, shaking my head.

"That's not how this works Rumple, I turned into a Pirate, now if you'll excuse me I have a letter to write."

"No, I'm not letting you write him."

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