INFECTION ( a mcyt apocalypse au)

chapter 16

TW: BLOOD, CUSSING, GUNS, TALK OF MURDER, TALK OF SUICIDE

"quickly i scooped my belongings into my bag and ran off, i glanced back one more time before heading deeper into the woods"

y/n's pov:

i keep moving through the woods, the rain had stopped and the sun was begging to rise. i hadn't stopped walking for what seemed like days but in reality it most likely had only been a hour or two. my stomach was growling, and my legs ached and yet i didn't stop. if they caught up with me i didn't know what i would do. i did just kill two of their best friends, and personally i would shoot that person back. i didn't want to die, but i deserved it, i deserved death. lost in my thought i tripped over a tree root landing straight on my face, a stone below me cut into my cheek leaving my blood trickling down my face and the forest floor. "shit.." i mumbled brining my hand to the cut assessing the injury. i took this as a sign to take a break, i was far enough out right? i sat down pulling out a band aid and adjusting it to my face. i leaned back against the tree hugging my knees to my chest. it was cold due to the rain, the temperature made me want to sleep. i know i couldn't but the thought was oh so tempting. 'a few minutes couldn't hurt' i told my self closing my eyes. 

nick's pov:

we kept moving through the woods after finding george, we didn't stay with him for too long. clay wanted to go back and tell the others what had happened but i insisted we kept going. we both knew what had happened to george even if we didn't stay it aloud. i wanted revenge. the sun at some point had started to trickle threw the leaves, making small rays. "nick? maybe we should head back.. the suns starting to rise, wilburs gonna get worried abo-" "shut up" i said cutting clay off pointing at a small body curled up in a ball on the ground. "is that?" "yeah". we both stopped in our tracks when they started moving, i pulled out my gun aiming it at them, i watched as they stood up slinging their bag over their shoulder before seeing us. it looked like their heart dropped when they saw us. they slowly looked at me then to clay then to the gun pointed at them from a couple feet away. 

y/n's pov:

i slowly raised my hands and dropped my bag, "nick, clay-y i-i explain i promise" i said stuttering. i wasn't ready to join george. "explain what y/n? EXPLAIN WHY GEORGE IS DEAD? WHY YOU SHOT AT TOMMY? HMM? YOU CAN LOGICALLY EXPLAIN THAT?" "nick calm down im sure they didn't mean to-" dream said placing a hand on nicks shoulder. "HOW DO YOU ACCIDENTALLY SHOOT TWO PEOPLE CLAY? YOU CAN'T DEFEND THEM" nick yelled in return, never taking his sights off of me. "n-nick i didn't mean to hurt george or tommy-" "HURT? HURT? YOU DIDN'T JUST HURT GEORGE YOU KILLED HIM!" nick yelled. "i-i know an-and i was just defending myself! he told me to shoot tommy! he said- he -he was looking out for me!" i said walking closer to nick. "y/n did you kill him?" clay said. i nodded tears pooling from my eyes. i kept walking closer to nick until the guns barrel hit my forehead. "kill me." i said looking at my blood splattered shoes. "w-what?" nick said softer and confused. "i said kill me." i said again more stern looking him dead in the eyes. "n-no y/n you know i wouldn't do that.." he said shaking his head in disbelief. "if you won't than i will." i said grabbing the gun from him holding it up to my head. "i love you guys" i smiled softly, "tell the boys i'm sorry for me? i need to go apologize to george." i said sobbing moving my finger to the trigger. "y/n think this through, we-we forgive you j-just don't do it.." he said looking at me and then glancing behind me. "nick where'd clay g-" i felt a blunt object hit the back of my head before falling over, the gun falling out of my grasp. i tried staying conscious but the darkness felt so warm and welcoming...

nick's pov:

"fuck" clay muttered holding a shovel in his hands looking at y/n's unconscious body. "now what?" i said grabbing my gun putting it back into its holster. "we take them back and make sure their okay i guess?" dream said picking y/n up and holding them bridal style. "y-yeah that works." 

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------a/n: hello all! hope you enjoyed the new chapter :) i aplogize about my awful upload schedule, i've been goin through some shit to be honest. but im getting better! see you all soon <3 arson