Dirty Little Secret

Chapter 16

Haya's POV:

Two weeks it had been ever since my encounter with Karim at the club, two weeks worth of constant thinking as a result of what it was he said involving Sergio and I. Could it actually be true that Sergio does feel something for me, and also that he will not hurt me like Karim said to me on that night? I do not know, all these different thoughts are travelling now all around of my mind as a result of it. All Karim said to me that night really has started to make me in a sense think differently on Sergio. Of course the last thing in which I want is to be hurt by him but from the way in which Karim said those words to me, it really did seem sincere all in my own opinion. But what am I to do, do I trust what Karim is saying and go ahead with all of it?

I honestly do not know what I am to do, not in the slightest

All in which as of now I can see myself doing as a result of the situation is to simple just now go with it all, see how things go and if Sergio does proceed to continue to try and persuade me to give him a chance to prove himself. Perhaps if that does happen then I will give it all a go, just to see the way he acts around me and if I can believe it to be the real thing or if he is to just want one thing off me – sex. Only time will tell by the looks of things. But thanks now all to Karim, I guess I am prepared to see where things may possibly lead, with Sergio and I.

So anyway, here it is I stand now, in front of the mirror in my room with Miguel waiting for me downstairs. As today is the day, the day which all of our planning ahead of the wedding party is to become a reality. After weeks of constant planning and putting all the effort into this party, it is finally time for us to showcase our results of the planning. But I have to now admit to you, that I am a little optimistic as to how it will look when we turn up. Of course, in our heads it was the perfect wedding party imaginable in the budget giving to us, but I of course am having second thoughts on it like I usually do. What if it does not look as good as we imagined, being completely different? Honestly that is simply my worst nightmare also.

Ridding of those thoughts out of my mind I breathed out a heavy sigh, thinking how stupid I seemed right now as I slipped my make-up into my clutch bag. But just as I did so, I was in a second there to hear a rather annoyed sound of Miguel’s voice calling up the stairs to me as now. “Haya seriously, we need to leave!” I rolled my eyes at his words there, not then to by any means understanding why he was being so stressed. We are not even later, if anything, we are on time and ahead of schedule. “The taxi’s waiting outside for us now, and I will just leave without you.” So with a grumble of annoyance escaping from my lips I sighed again in that moment, giving in and making my way down the stairs as to where Miguel was waiting.

Once I was finally down the stairs and stood in front of Miguel I smiled at him, but of course not to receive anything back from him. In all honesty I do not know what is with him today, I have never seen a man so miserable in my life compared to what he is usually live – bubbly, and full of life on a constant basis. “Shall we go then?” To which Miguel nodded his head at me in that moment, still no words escaping from his lips as he made his way out my house. I simply rolled my eyes and shook my head at how he was acting, not bringing it up at all in of a slight way to his attention as I followed him out. Once locking the door, I got into the taxi.

The second in which the both of us were locked into the back of the taxi with Miguel then to have told the driver where it was we wanted to go, I decided to question him on something I believed would calm him down from whatever mood he was in now. And so, I was simply to ask him if he was excited, about the event we planned together. But all Miguel did as such a result to my words was look at me from beside him, a sigh escaping his lips. “Let’s just see as to how it looks first before we get ahead of ourselves Haya, this isn’t just a walk in the park.” I sighed due to how he was being. “And honestly I have a feeling tonight is going to be full of surprises, good and perhaps even bad.” So despite his strange words, I did not question him.