I messed up

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Jake pov:

I sat there,in the dark quiet lonely bedroom staring into my phone screen.She went offline immediately without even replying

She said I broke her trust.That was the worst thing that I could hear from her.She always trusted me,was always there for me when everyone turned me down, thought I was scary,I was suspicious,I was weird.Only she stayed everytime by my side.

I love her so much but I had to do this.I don't want her to get hurt because of me.Even if I hide myself from the world.I can't guarantee that I'll always be with her,by her side.The more I want to be with her the more my alarm says "Distance yourself for the best.It's the best for her"I want to protect you Y/n.But something says pull her in your arms, embrace the warmth and let go of this cold and dark atmosphere surrounding you.

I dream too,Y/n

I want to hold your hands too.Embrace you in my arms and never let go.Small talks while holding you by my side,so close.Feel your warm breath against mine.Seeing you smiling at me, just thinking about it makes me so happy.Wish all this could be real

But this borderline is stopping me.We can't be together.I'm a mess,a big mess and I don't want you to be a part of it
I should have stayed neutral.I should have controlled my emotions

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Y/n Pov:

I laid on my bed thinking what to do next.Should I talk to him?Tears started falling down again.I don't know what to do.My mind was filled with thoughts when my phone started ringing.I took my phone to see the notifications and suddenly sat up after seeing Jake's messages through the notification.

"I shouldn't have given you any hopes"
What do you mean by that Jake?

I don't want to talk to you right now

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