- you are the sweetest man in this world Kook, I have never felt hurt because of anything you do. He lifted his eyes, finding her lips along the way to her eyes, plump juicy lips, he wanted to taste again. - let me kiss you y/n, please. He begged internally. - let me love you, look pass this stupid military service tag, that's not all who I am, let me be the man that you deserve, honor you, take care of you with my life.
Jungkook was having an internal battle, the side that wanted to stay positive and wait for y/n to come around, while the other side that wanted to give up telling him that she was never going to reciprocate his love. That possibility sometimes made him feel down, worthless making him think that he wasn't good enough for her, that she deserved better. A tear rolled down his cheek which she caught it with her finger. - why are you crying Kook? He shook his head then he continued addressing the cut. After bandaging her finger, he stayed still in front of her. - what? - nothing y/n. He looked sad and defeated, she opened her arms for him, but he shook his head, as he tried to walk away, she pulled him back, wrapping her arms around his neck, squeezing him against her. - stop teasing me, I am a man with needs, the need to be loved, taken care of and to be pleased. He whispered. - Kook I love you, you have become one of my best friends in the short time that I have known you. He didn't want to be just her best friend but that was better than nothing so he was going to take it for now. - hear you say that makes me happy. He brought her closer, his strong arms held her for a while. - alright is time for nourishment. He said pulling back not before placing a soft kiss on her forehead. - ok, I was cutting vegetables to... He place his finger over her lips, then place her back down on the floor. - I'm cooking, sit. - Kook. She whined. - I'm not changing my mind, I'm cooking y/n. She sighed as she walked around to sit down. He took whatever she was working on tossing it in the garbage, fearing that had gotten contaminated with blood, cleaned the knife and the cutting board. - alright let's see. He said walking to the fridge, grabbing a couple of steaks bringing them out, a stick of butter, some tomatoes. - are you a picky eater? He said turning around. - no baby, when it comes to you I could choke on your cock trying to swallow your nut. She thought while staring at him. - jeez was he hot and sexy, even simple action of trying to cook a meal look hot on him.
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- jagi (sweetheart) - huh? - where are you?, I'm talking to you. - oh, I'm sorry Kook. - I don't know what I'm going to do with you. (- I know what you can do, lay me on top of this counter, rip my clothes off so you can fuck me stupid.) - I'm sorry. - stop apologizing. He said walking around, hugging her from behind, his arms around her shoulders and his head comfortable on top of her head. - I was asking if you are a picky eater love. - sometimes. - hmmm, what don't you eat? - weird things. - like, oysters, clam, alive octopus. - what?, those taste delicious, I need to show you how to eat properly. - I don't eat much. - really? - no my mother used to let me starve when I was a kid, she used to tell me that if she fed me often I was going to become an elephant. - what?! Goodness hearing those things made him so mad, knowing what she had been through even as a kid, that was something unacceptable. - I'm sorry beautiful that you had to go through that even when you were a baby. She smiled hearing his words of comfort. - do you like steak? - yes. - good, tomatoes? - yes I do. - ok, now I can get busy. - Kook is there anything you don't eat? - nope. She walked around the kitchen closer to him, he picked her up sitting her on the counter again. - watch the master chef create love. He said making her giggle. - show me master chef.
Hours later the boys were getting ready to leave, y/n was sad specially since it was Sunday so she didn't have to work. - Jiminah, hurry up we have to go. Yoongi said walking to the living room with his bag. - aigoo, time flies when we aren't at base. Jungkook showed up too with bag and jacket in hand. - y/n I'm not expecting anyone so please don't open the door to anyone. - your mother doesn't come here right? - no, she knows where I am. - ok. - she asks me if I'm going to be home before she comes over. - doll I won't be coming next weekend, I don't know if I told you already but I want you to remember it. - ok. - I'm here. Jimin said finally coming out of the room. - about time Jimin, we have to go. Yoongi said picking up his stuff. - alright doll, see you in two, be a good doll for me. He said kissing her temple. - I will Yoongles. - I'll see you later y/n. - see you later mochi. She said playfully. - he won't know how to act now y/n. Jimin's cheeks were completely red. They head out, Jungkook followed and y/n followed him. As he got to the door he turned around to look at her. - alright beautiful hold the fort down for me I entrust you with it. - I will don't worry. He leaned some. - give me a peck. He said pointing at his cheek, but she moved a little further to the left giving him a peck on the corner of his mouth, he felt warm inside, looking at her to say one last thing. - see you later Kook, eat well. - you too y/n. He ruffled her hair before closing the door. Her heart dropped as he walked out. - I miss him already.
She walked to the living room already feeling the emptiness of the big house, it was way different from the little apartment she used to stay at, now it was a huge house, which felt like a graveyard as soon as the guys walked out the door.
She sat on the sofa when the phone went off.
* you can sleep in my bed so you don't feel lonely ( wink)* - aigoo, Jungkook stop making my heart feel giddy like this, you are killing me.
His image in the closet crowded her mind, him hovering over her dressed in only his tight undies. - that man, jeez.
Jungkook had left that Sunday, after he left they were getting ready for their first drill, they were going to Chinhae base in Busan, so there wouldn't be no phone for those two days. He was already dying inside because he wasn't going to be able to get in touch with y/n, that was his worst nightmare. He text her letting her know what was going down for the next few days, she was very understanding, but deep inside it hurt her. Somehow Jungkook had become a very essential part of her life, he kept her grounded, focused, the way he believed in her, helped her to believe in herself, his support she had overcome her mother's mistreatment, he had even put himself in the line of fire for her, taking all the bullets for her, that meant the world to y/n, because not even her sister have done that for her.
She had gone to work, Bang Yongguk had hire some help for the weekends and a bouncer so she would feel at ease, she found out that Yoongles have threatened his friend with finding another job for her if he didn't do it.
It had been a long night, after finishing cleaning she head home, of course stopped at the convenience store to get some ice cream. Jungkook was constantly in her mind, his smile, his softness, his beautiful heart, his freaking amazing body. The man was the absolute whole package, she enjoyed knowing that he didn't want another woman, sometimes feeling like that made her look selfish. She made it home finally, placing the ice cream in the fridge while she took a shower. Slowly talking over Jungkook's room, where she has been sleeping since he left.
