morning.
mattias pov
*beep beep, beep beep-*
i groan as I silenced my phone alarm, not wanting to get up.
"ughh, fuck." I said while sitting up, wiping my eyes, realizing where I was. i finally get up and stretch out my arms, slightly moaning, but not in a sexual way. i quickly walk in my bathroom and turn the shower on. i went to grab some fresh clean clothes while I waited for the water to get hot and set them on my bed. soon enough I walk in the steamy shower and start to clean myself. as the hot water hits my face my mind begins to think. my thoughts were all over the place. he was in one of them. i quickly remember what happened last night, i could feel my face getting hotter, as it wasn't the water making it hot, i felt embarrassed.
"what the fuck was i thinking. why did i even call him." i said quietly to myself, soon enough i remembered what happened after the end of the game, i shake my head, hoping the thought would go away. sure enough, it did. i wash my hair and clean myself up before turning off the shower and heading out, i walk out with a towel over my waist while having another one drying my head. i walk over to my bed, and put on my clothes, as i pull my hoodie over my head i noticed a picture on my nightstand, hanging on the side of my mirror. i adjusted my shirt and went towards the photo. there were three pictures, but one stood out to me the most. there was one of me, kairi, and Alejandro, another one of just me and kairi, and the last one of me and Alejandro. i snickered and quickly grabbed the picture.
"MATTIA" i heard my mom call me. "YEAH MA?" i shouted back, sticking the photo in my hoodie pocket and heading to the door. i stuck my head out the door slightly, waiting for a response. "i need to drop your brother off for school early today, my job needs me this morning, you want a ride?" my mom said coming halfway down the stairs. "uhh nah I'm good, i can catch the bus" i told her. "okay matti, be safe, love you" she quickly replied before making her way back up the stairs. "yup you too mom" i replied, "oh and matti.. stay out of trouble. i don't wanna hear your fathers mouth" she told me before reaching the top of the stairs, i giggled. "okay ma, i wont" i reassured her, she nodded and head off.
i went back inside my room, grabbed my backpack and phone, and made my way up the stairs. i grabbed a zip lock bag, filled them with grapes, and headed off to the bus stop. once i got there, no one was around, so i pulled out the bag of grapes, as i pulled them out something fell out with it. the picture. i quickly picked it up before staring at it for quite some time. i slowly ate my grapes while analyzing every detail about it. i started to get annoyed, i wasn't sure why either.
"i hate your face Alejandro." i said to myself, i closed the zip lock bag and took off my backpack, opening a small compartment and putting the empty bag inside. i then notice my lighter that was sitting inside, i smoke occasionally so it wasn't much of a surprise that it was there. i reached for it and took it out, putting my backpack back on. as i was still holding the photo, i crouched down, and ignited my lighter, looking at the flame, and back to the photo. i slowly brought the lighter toward the photo, and soon enough the photo got caught in the flames. i watch the photo burn in my hands for a short while before realizing what i was doing.
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Despise. (smut)
FanfictionA Malejandro fanfic story. again, I don't support this ship at all, nor any njb ships, I'm just bored and fanfics get more attention rather than regular bxb stories. Writing helps me expand my creative thinking so giving me ideas/criticism is alway...