Ha.

Right?

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Ha, just sitting here. It's weird. Just sitting on a bed in an otherwise empty room..it feels weird. Having nothing but the sound of a fan filling the void of emptiness. Now all that is left is you, me, and my thoughts. How this will end up we both don't know. Funny right? A story with no prior ideas, just going for it hoping people will like it. Real funny...
Hey.
How about you? Why are you here reading the thoughts of another? Is it fun? Interesting? Maybe even amusing?
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Ha, why did I even ask its not like you will answer me anyways. I guess this will turn into one of those "weird uninteresting" storys ey? Well your still read so I guess it really isn't that boring...Hey. Since we are here I might as well tell you why I stated to write this story without any plans for it huh? Well..I don't really know to be honest. I just wanted a place to tell other people something they didn't need to know I guess? That's now weird is it? Haha well I am not the only weird one if your still reading. Hey I wonder, if feeling the love of others really affects ones perception of how love works? Maybe if one who had never understood or felt the true love of another such as a guardian or lover would feel this empty?..Maybe its just me? Yes I have a lovely friend who would give themself and the world for me but is that truly love, or is it just longing? The longing of the love they couldn't receive or had enough of? I know I call it love and they call it love, but is it?... I don't know. I don't question how much they care for me, but I question the word "Love". I use it so often it might have lost its meaning. Sure I feel the joy and comfort of having said person near me and talking to me, more over even acknowledging me at all. But sometimes when im alone and thinking about the memory's of us. Nothing. No joy. No comfort. Its as if as im just living another one of my lies...Do you understand what I am feeling? Do you feel it to? Can you tell me what it is?
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Ha. Hahah..Hahahah! Wow! Im asking people I don't know nor have seen ever in my life to tell me what this feeling is! Funny right!.... Right? This doesn't sound dumb to you right? The feeling of another being that you don't know if is still going to be alive in a few months,weeks,days or even hours. It doesn't sound dumb to you right?... Haha I bet it does. Funny how life led me here. On a bed, in a empty room, with nothing but the sound of my own breathing and a fan. Yeah right. Your only reading this to found out where this will end up. You find it funny huh? Interesting to right? Well guess what?
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This is only going to be little ol' me sitting in this empty room doing nothing but telling you what I hear, see and say. That can't be very interesting right? Well I guess one more thing could be added to that list of things I would tell you is, the "Voices". Yes I mean the voices in my head, what else would they be? The people in my room? There is no one here. Im alone. The people outside? It's 1:24am. There is nothing and no one talking except the ones in my head. What an interesting story we will have with them being included!

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The fan. It's loud, was it always that loud? No no, calm down 「/-\}|-; 」 there is nothing to worry about your just being paranoid!

...Yeah, nothing is wrong im just being paranoid. Its only paranoia... The smell of the candle is so strong..why is is so strong? It wasn't like this yesterday. It's giving me a headache.
Overthinking. Im just over thinking.

[why are you lying to yourself? You know something is wrong]

What?.. What do you mean im not lying. Nothing is wrong, everything is normal and ok. Im just overthinking!

[overthinking? you call faking the feeling of joy and talking to yourself when nobody is around just to keep yourself stable normal and ok? that, that is just overthinking?]

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[Liar]

...?.Liar? Im not a liar. Right? Im not a liar right!? No! No! No! That can't be true! Im telling the truth right now im not lying!!...

Am I?

I don't know. I don't know if im lying or not anymore. Funny. Well you got what you wanted. Something interesting to read right? That's what you wanted right? Right? Tell me that's what you wanted! Tell me you didn't just come here to listen to me suffer! Right? Right!

...

wait.
what was name name again?

[ It's 「/-\}|-;」.]

It's what?..

[ 「/-\}|-; 」]

...
What are you saying?