I know you're not straight {BoyxBoy}

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AARON.P.O.V.

IZAAC: "Are you feeling better now?"

ME: "Yes...Thank you."

I take off the headphone and return it to him.

IZAAC: "Do you want me to walk you to the dorm?"

ME: "If you can."

IZAAC: "Of course. I live there too hahah."

We headed slowly towards the dorm.

ME: "How come I haven't seen you before?"

IZAAC: "I just came here. I had some problems at home, so I moved here."

ME: "Really? I'm sorry."

IZAAC: "No need. My parents are homophobic and somehow I had to leave."

ME: "That's bullshit...Are you come out of closet to them?"

IZAAC: "Yes, but it didn't end well.Honestly, they always knew that because I never mentioned any girl before, but I guess they thought I was shy...Or they were stupid."

ME: “You’ve never been with a girl?"

IZAAC: "No. Why should I? Since I know for myself, I only love men."

ME: "That's cool. You didn't have to research what you liked...You just knew."

IZAAC: "I guess that's a good thing, yes."

ME: "And it is."

IZAAC: "Why? You're curious?"

ME: "I'm just saying."

IZAAC: "Too bad."

ME: "Why is that bad?"

IZAAC: "I'd flirt with you if you weren't straight."

I blush. Please do it. I want to hear it.

ME: "Oh.."

I smile briefly. I don't want him to know that maybe I'm gay. I'm not ready for that.

IZAAC: "You never wondered what it's like to be with a man?"

ME: "I don't want to talk about that."

IZAAC: "Gosh, you're straight as fuck."

He said sarcastically and I slightly hit him in the arm.

We talked a little more until we reached the dorm.

ME: "See you tomorrow."

IZAAC: "Wait. I'm going by elevator too."

Shit. The elevators here are so small. They're not even a meter wide. That means we're going to have to be completely squeezed together.

After we went inside and the door closed, I pressed the eighth floor. I raised my head and saw that his face was ten inches from me.
Fuck.
I swallow the lump in my throat and look down so I don't look at him. My heart was pounding three hundred an second and I thought I was going to die.

Suddenly, I feel him touch my finger.
Oh God. I look at him.
He stared at me with those big blue eyes. I felt a big need to kiss him.

ME: "What...What are you doing?"

He said nothing, but I felt him take my hand.

ME: "I'm straight."

I was scared to do anything even if I wanted to.I know that I'm not straight, but it was too fast for me to just kiss him and probably fuck with him.I want that more then anything, but I'm just not ready.Not now.Not tonight.But soon,I will.I just need a bit of time to think about everything.

IZAAC: "No, Aaron. You're not."

I shudder at his words and my gaze falls on his lips. They were slightly separated and they called me. They literally called me.

He slowly put his other hand on my waist and made me fall completely into a trance from that small touch.

He began to slowly bring his head closer to me. He wanted to kiss me. So I just closed my eyes and waited for him to touch me.

Honestly, I didn't know what to do.Yeah, it was sudden and I didn't even know what I was feeling at all, but I was fascinated by the taste of his lips.I wanted to touch his body.When I saw what he looked like without all those clothes on him, I was constantly thinking about him. He is always in my head.

I squeezed his hand and his lips were getting closer and closer.

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