'My Saviors, these Lads'

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

I was finally in front of my house house. I looked up and noticed that one of the windows were broken; the glass shattered. SHIT!! I ran inside only to notice most of my stuff gone; my money, jewelry, clothes everything!?! Only some of my furniture and my family's pictures were still. I broke down only to scream,

"Nothing good ever comes out of my life".

"I just hate my life. I have no family, no friend. I get raped, bullied, abused and robbed. What else is in store for me!!! It's all too much" I sob.

With a pang, I realize I don't have to live through this torture. I can just end it all with one or a couple of strokes.

I get one of my dad's huge many razor blades from under his bed. I decide to end all of this in my favorite spot. The little creek behind my house. A place where so many memories lie.

I start wondering about my family, wondering what they would do if they saw me now. They would most likely be disappointed. After all they did tell me to keep hope.

I start walking towards my favorite tree in front of the beautiful creek almost giddy with relief. I replay what has happened all these past years; how I was depressed, abused and bullied, had no friends or family and my rape.

At least I'll die in peace. I sit and lean against the tree overlooking the creek (A/N includes lake). I hear the chirping of the birds and stillness of everything and relax. I allow myself a moment, and then slit my wrists and ankles. The last thing I see is five boys running towards me. My last thought before I close my eyes is, "Goodbye cruel world, Enjoy life without me".