"Listen Alex,it's not like I don't trust you enough to let you fuck my brains out,it's just...give me some time. I'm not ready. I want it to be special.Understand."
I say to him angrily, as I rub my temple in realization of the crude term I had just used.
I wasn't one to use such words,no. I was a classy young lady,from a well brought up family. But holy hell,I was frustrated.
This was one of the times when I'd wish Alexander and I would come to an understanding, where he'd patiently listen to me.
"Damn you! Understand what Sophia,understand what exactly? An entire year! Listen, I'll be as clear as I can to you. I will NOT beg for anything from you, in the least, for sexual pleasure. You make such a fuss about it. It's not like I'm gonna be your first..."
At those words,my reflexes made my palm land on his checks, in a very heated slap.
"Alexander, you will not bring that up. Do you understand? " I was raising my voice now. I was close to an outburst. How could he even mention it? Like it was my fault.
He feels his slightly bruised cheeks,as I see his cheekbone clench and unclench.
"Sophia,did you just hit me?" He says in a low,dangerous tone. Tears sting at the brim of my eyes.
"Yes I did,and I will not hesitate to do it again "
"Why? Because you suddenly think we're on the same level,or because I told you the blatant truth? Is it my fault that you let yourself be so careless as to be defiled? Listen,don't you ever think I'd be so stupid as to even consider wedding you,because anything we have,is as a result of that nice round booty you have. If it's a wedding night you're looking,I'm afraid I'll have to disappoint you. I can never stoop to your level."
The tears finally spill. "Alex,do you even... did you ever even...love me?"
"You're mine. It doesn't matter if there are any romantic sentiments to it. Relationships are solely for erotic pleasure, nothing more."
"Erotic pleasure? " I spit out,wiping the tears from my cheeks in agitation. "Is that what you see this as? An object for the purpose of your sexual fulfillment? Answer my question Alex!"
"What is more to it then? Tell me."
I open and close my mouth, trying to form the clusters of words in my mind into sentences.
"Relationships are meant for people who love each other. People who are willing to spend if not their entire life together, at least some memorable valuable time together. People who have a liking for each other. "
"I do want to spend time with you. Covered up in the sheets of my bed. My claws marking your skin. Screaming my name. Grabbing my hair. Now stop huffing and puffing,it's getting disgusting. "
"Why do you always ignore my question. Do you have any romantice liking for me? For the entire year we've been dating, have you only kept me around for the 'MIND BLOWING' blow jobs you claim I give? Tell me!"
He bites his lips in pleasure as he winks at me. "Don't you think one of your mind blowing blow jobs will only lighten the mood?"
He says seductively grabbing me by the waist,snaking his arms around my hips,and cupping my buttocks,as he presses me unto his rock hard crotch.
I ignore the pool of wetness filling my panties. "Tsk,Tsk,Tsk. Look who successfully got me hard again baby. Do you know how much I want to feel the slimy wetness of your walls. Just once. You'll taste so good,I can already tell."
"Alexander, stop! This is not the time " I argue,while he pushes his hardness more against me. I bite my bottom lip to keep from moaning, erupting a sexy hiss instead.
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Loathed Affinity
RomancePain is bad . Pain only hurts you,and nothing more. What about the type of pain the keeps coming back? The type that hurt you, but you still want so dearly ? The type that doesn't want to leave you alone. The type you had sworn to hate,but you only...
