Pain is bad . Pain only hurts you,and nothing more.
What about the type of pain the keeps coming back? The type that hurt you, but you still want so dearly ? The type that doesn't want to leave you alone. The type you had sworn to hate,but you only...
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I was always one to run away form problems. I didn't like challenges.
I liked a nice,easy going life without problems. That was what I've always wished for. An uncomplicated life. During the two decades and a half I've lived in this world,I've realized that there's no such thing as an uncomplicated life.
The complications was what made life interesting. It gave it more spice.
As much as I'd wish for the opposite, my life was never easy going. It had always been complicated.
From my birth up until this point. But now,I realized I was the one who made it that way. My fate was in my hands, it was mine to use. And I misused it. Nine years ago I was the one who decided my fate,and I am also the one who chose to end up this way... heartbroken.
Ever since I came into limelight through my parents fame,I've never really been known for any sexual attachments,to anyone.
Rumors flew around about this person and I, that person and I, but they were just mere pointless rumors. They ended at being rumors. Sure,my parents set up a date with this millionaire, or this actor, or this rich model for me.
But there was nothing more. I didn't even pay attention to guys,not at all. The only times I'd kiss guys was during filming. It was fake to me. They didn't have any effect on me,they only turned me on quite a bit,but it ended there.
That was until I met Alex at a fundraising event.
The first thing that swept me off my feet at first sight were his captivating beautiful eyes.
There were a beautiful color I couldn't decipher.
I have never ever seen those color of eyes before. They were peculiar. Eyes I would recognize anywhere.
I couldn't stop staring at them the first time. He was accompanied by a blonde journalist who clung to him like her life depended on it. He paid her no attention.
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How dare Scarlett leave me all alone. Ugh!
No, I blame this on my parents and the darn reputation I have to uphold. "Excuse me,I have to handle something" I say to the three Spanish gentle men who decided to occupy the seats around my table after Scarlett and some of my other buddies left me all alone. ON PURPOSE.
I give them a cheeky smile and quickly excuse myself before either of them could reply.
I hastily yet stylishly walk past tables giving familiar people cheerful smiles.
I was on a beach pink long, velvet, cape sleeve, off the shoulder, flare dress,that had diamond crystals decorating the décolletage area,around my chest,and my back. It had a low back that showed the tattoo I had there.
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