For a while now, Ateez's maknae Jongho hasn't been feeling himself. Through the covid lockdowns he felt alone, isolated even with his 7 members around him. Jongho has tried everything to make himself better before his members notice but nothings working.
He feels pressured to feel better, not only for himself but for Ateez and atiny his loving fans that live off the songs he sings in. Atiny are the reason he's made it this far in life, I mean without them he would just be a useless boy in a big world. Atiny gave Jongho purpose.
He can't stop thinking about what the members would think if they found out, would they kick him out of Ateez? Would they ever look at him the same? Would they still love him even with his problems?
Deep inside he knew Ateez would never do that to him, but he can't shake it from his mind. It's like a sickness bug that won't go away, eating every good thought in his mind and the worst part is, he can't control it.
Tomorrow, the maknae has his first therapy session, hopeful it fixes everything before Ateez start practicing and recording there new album.
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8 still makes 1 team <3
Random❗️ TW ❗️ Suicidal thoughts Self Harm Suicide This story is very dark but that's all I'm going to say, read at your own risk :(
