The mistreated soul of a ones child 💕

Childhood at the age of 5

Heyy I'm Miria. I live in Macon, Ga with two grandparents, an toxic mother, and a dad who is a lost call.I've always wondered what went wrong. You see life didn't happen the way it suppose to but it wasn't my fault but I blamed myself for things I couldn't control. I grew up from house to home to house to home. You might wonder why I said house to home and that's because some places felt like a warm welcome and some was nowhere near. It all started when I turned 5 years old and I stayed with my dad and all of a sudden my mom walks in the door and grab me and as a child I did not know of anything so I accepted it. We left with nowhere to stay just a car, clothes, and
ourselves. Of course I had my grandma which was the most loving lady in my life at that time who took me in under her arms and made me feel safe. I was a innocent child that didn't know what was going on and what was happening. My mom worked 2 jobs (Dairy Queen and GEM Cleaners) and as a working mother I barely had time to see her or even spend time with her. At this point I was full time living with my grandma as if she was my full time parent ( it wasn't no problem with that it's just you know ) taking care of me everyday. I went to school (King Danford) every morning on the bus and my grandma would stand there until I get on the bus and when I get off the bus. I seen my mom when she was off and available not know that "damn she is not never going to work" as my grandma would say. My grandpa was a big time part of my life too. He was the man of my life who as if could be my father if I would ask him too. He was the man that made sure I was good and that I was well taking care of and that if anything in this world he could do for me he would do it. Growing up between the ages of 5/6 years old he would spoil me just like my grandma and at time when he said no or he would think about it I wouldn't get mad cause i know that if anything he would do it but my grandparents had also taught me when they say no it means no and told me manners and everything that my mother and father wouldn't never teach me not because they was not in my life it was because they was too busy running their own life to even think about mines.