" babe..." jennie back on her senses when kai hold her hand. "are you okay?"jennie look at him. Jennie had to admit but after that call to Lisa, she haven't been herself. She aching inside, she knew that she wasn't happy on what she did ditching Lisa that day and telling her that she can't, she had to be honest she doesn't even know what she mean when she said she can't. She's not sure if she can't be with Lisa or she can't marry kai but she just choose to do the right thing to do. What happened between them should not happened in the first place.
" ofcorse, why?"
" I don't know, you been so lost lately."
" what do you mean?"
" it's seems your so off and distant.." yes she is cause lisa haven't leave her though, she misses her, it's been almost a month since she last saw her. She try to call her but she think Lisa changed her number. She knows she don't have a right to complain when Lisa decides to just ignore her because she's the one who ditched her in the first place.
" me? Nah.. How can you say that."
" well if your not, what am I talking?"
Jennie startle " ahmm you was talking about work. Your shirt was nice, is it new? " jennie try to change the topic but kai just shake her head smiling.
" I was talking about politics babe. your so cute when you does that.. " kai pinch jennie's check" oh look is that jongkook? "Kai points at jennie side then Jennie move her gaze to where kai is pointing. Jennie checks suddenly turn pale when she see jongkook with Lisa." kookie! " kai call jongkook that make jennie shock but to late to stop her fiancé cause jongkook look at them and smile. Lisa turn too but jennie were so sadden when she saw Lisa expressionless eyes. Jongkook hold Lisa's arms and their walking towards them. As soon as the two reach where they are kai stand up and reach for jongkook hands.
" how you been kookie?" kai greated her girlfriends bestfried.
" Im fine kai, still handsome as always." jongkook crack a joke, " and oh this is my friend Lisa. Lisa this is kai, jennie's fiancé."
" nice meeting you lisa, I heard you and jennie were acquaintances. "
" the pleasure is mine kai, and yeah, your girlfriend and I were very acquainted. " Lisa said with out looking at jennie.
" hi jen, what's the matter with you?" jongkook ask worriedly cause jennie haven't move nor say a word.
" Im fine... Just a little bit exhausted. " jennie stated.
" are you okay? You look pale " kai then sit beside her and hold her hand.
" I'm good, maybe because it's so cold in here. "
" you should drink some hot drink instead of ice Americano." Lisa suddenly butt in." excuse me kook I need to go to the rest room. " she tap jongkook shoulder and nod to kai.
" your girlfriend is cool kook. " kai said
" yeah she is cool but sadly she dump me. "
" what?! Why?! " jennie voice were loud that make the two guy look at her frowning." I mean the last time we talk she said she like you."
" yeah, she told me she really like me but she was inlove with someone else, so she just want to be honest."
" aw it's sad kook, are you okay?" kai ask
" well, I feel sad but I really admire her honesty so I told her it's okay but we must be friends cause she's too cool to lost around and here we are hanging like BFF. " jongkook laugh.
" did she tell who she's inlove with? " jennie ask acting oblivious.
" no, but as far as I know lisa haven't seeing someone since I know her so maybe it's from her previous relationship. I can't tell. But who ever that is, very lucky. Lisa was a lovely person. "
Jennie then look at the way Lisa went " excuse me, I need to use a comfort room . " then she leave the two.
Jennie pov
She were in front of the sink washing her hand when I enter the rest room. She raised her head and look at the mirror to check who enter. Her expression change when she saw me and I can't explain what I saw in her eyes, one thing I'm sure. I really miss how that doe eyes stare at me before.
" you done " I speak as I approach her. She just nod her head and get a tissue to dry her hand she walks going to exit with out looking at me but I hold her wrist. " lis..." she stop. " let's talk." I said softly
" there's nothing to talk about jennie"
" there is lis, I messed up but I don't want to loss you as my friend" I said trying to please her. She then look at me with those expressionless eyes.
" how many of your friends know the way you taste?" she ask sarcastically.
" Lisa, please.. I know its my fault, I should not initiat---"
" its my fault, I should not assume. I get it jennie I was just a detour of your emotional relapse. So please just stop, we can be civil but we can't be friends"
" lis.. Please..."
" no jennie, I'm begging, it takes me a while to accept this. I am so thankful that you open my eyes for what I want. So please if you can't be with me then better you avoid me at all." I can see her eyes got watery." let's just forget what happened, I know you regret it in the first place. " she then pulled her arms and leave me. When she shot the door tears feel from my eyes. I wanted to run after her and hug her just to ease the pain I cuase but how can I do that when I cannot ease my own pain. I know she was hurt, I hurt her and its killing me. Then it hit me big time. I was inlove with Lisa. I don't get why and how but I love her and that was a sure thing.
