" you can't continue doing this to our parents jennie" Irene seriously said to her younger sister. " you can't said I'm engaged and then tossed the engagement just like that, how many times you had to put our family in shame just you being a brat!"
" do you think I plan all this Irene, I thought I love him!"
" you don't just thought jennie you feel and when you feel you compromise and don't just suddenly trash the person because you stop feeling. What do you think mom and dad will feel about this huh?! And kai?! He's so perfect for you! "
" don't you make me like you, you married sehun because of what everybody think"
" I marry sehun because I feel he's the best for me, mom and dad will be happy for it, if you and jisoo will insists that it's not maked me happy then both of you were wrong jennie, you the people I love makes me happy and once I know your happy that makes my life absolutely perfect! "
" don't force jennie to do what she don't want Irene, everyone of us has a different perception in life so let her do what makes her happy"
" this is the thing jisoo, is she going to be happy even she knew that she hurt a lot of people doing the things she want." Irene turn about to leave her sister. " call me the devil one but atleast I'm not selfish." then she walks out from jennie's room.
" chichu.. " jennie cried hugging her knee while sitting i her bed. Jisoo walks closer and sit at the edge of her bed.
" tell me, who's the other guy?" Jennie look at jisoo hesitant to tell her the truth." or girl?" jisoo smile.
" chuuu..."
" you can't hide it from me jen, since you meet her I can notice the gloom in your eyes when you reach home and talk about her. The smile in your face everytime your mobile sounds and that smile gone when she's not the one who call nor message you. " jisoo comb jennie's hair then her hand wipe her sister tears." the change after that night you spend with her, you been a mess. I assume you ended whatever happened that night I am right? "
" Im so confused that time and I hurt her chu. "
" and now? "
" Im inlove with her, but still im afraid. You know me chu, Irene is right, I'm so selfish. I do whatever I want but now, I am sure I love her but I'm so scared about that feeling."
" of corse jennie, lisa is a girl and you are straight as what I knew before. Do you think it's just that simple. Like oh hello world I'm jennie who is engaged with a man and now I'm inlove with the woman. "
" that's why I so scared chuu.. Our society condemn this kind of feelings and I was not just a jennie but the jennie, mom and dad will understand and support me Im really sure about that but the people around, they will judge and they will hate. "
" so be it, if your so scared maybe Lisa is not that important, or. Maybe. Your not that inlove. "
" I am chu. "
" and how your so sure? "
" because I was hurt knowing I hurt her. When she look at me yesterday I knew I can't live remembering that look chu. I want her to look at me and see what I use too see in her eyes before. Call me crazy but even Lisa and I just knew a short period of time but I feel I know her all mylife. "
" Then tell her, nothing will happened if you stay here in your room"
" I wish its that simple"
" what? You said your so sure."
" kai?"
" talk to him, he deserves to know the truth jen."
" I was waiting for the right time."
" yeah I hope when that right time comes, it's not too late for the three of you." jisoo move closer to her sister and kiss her forehead." you take rest now, whatever you decide I'll always here for you my baby sis."
" thanks chu.. I love you "
" Iove you"
Weeks after jennie decided to face kai cause she wanted to tell him everything.
" babe.."
" Im so sorry..."
" there's another guy?"
Jennie look down, " Lisa..."
" Lisa?"
" I didn't mean to hurt you----"
" is a girl!" kai cutted her raising his voice.
" kai..I swear I didn't mean it but it happened."
" no babe, your just confused, you will forget this I will help you forget this."
" I love her kai... "
" you love me, that's what you said. How can you just stop loving a person and love another?" kai hold her arms tightly
" kai please your hurting me.. "
" you love me, you said it before and I would not just let you go with out a fight jennie, your mine! " kai stand from his sit and leave jennie trembling while tearing.
Lisa pov
I'm about to close the light inside my studio cause I'm about to go home when someone knock on the door. I spent most of my time her cause it remind me how foolish I am. It helps me keep my anger towards her, that's the only way I keep my self not to love her more each day passes. Another knock and I open the light. " who is it?" I ask but nobody answer. I irritable open the door " look, I'm leaving--- jennie?" she move rushing to hug me as she snuggle her face on my neck. I can feel the wetness of her checks and her sobbing. " what's wrong...?" I ask softly while rubbing her back.
" kai.." she said while crying
I close my eyes cause it pain my whole being hearing his name. Did she run to me cause they had a problem or something? " what did he do?" I manage to stay soft cause even I am hurt, seeing her at this state makes my heart ache even more.
" I'm so scared Lisa, he didn't raise his voice in me before but after I tell him I love you he turn like this another person" she sob in between her words. I can feel she's shaking.
" gave him time, maybe he didn't accept the fact that you love me..." then I realised what I just said. " wait..." I lean back to look at her but she look down so I hold her chin and raise it up to face me. And there it is, the spark between us. " you love me? " I said looking at her tearing feline eyes. She nods smiling but crying. "why?" I ask in disbelief
" what do you mean why?" she ask
" how? I mean the last time I checked you said you can't."
" Im sorry I got confused but later I realized what my feelings for you."
" and you love me??"
" at first I thought it's was just an attraction but I know I was just convincing myself then. You know this is so first to me Lisa. I don't know how to handle my feelings for you cause it's so strong. I had to admit it's a tough fight between my heart and my mind. But it so hard to compete with your own self. My consciousness versus my emotions. This past few days I think I'm going crazy cause I miss you so much but I don't want to see you cause when I do I know I will miss you more. But lis I can't stop thinking about you and - - - -" jennie couldn't continue talking cause her lips sealed with a kiss.
