Can we be one

you don't love me

They move towards thier home

At Malhotra mansion

Manik was sitting on floor watching the lamp she gifted him on Diwali he was remembering thier moments when suddenly his phone buzzed it was chachi

On the phone

Chachi - manik nandini is still not home yet.

Manik- chachi she is with us we decided to do a night out so she is with us and she slept and actually her phone was switched phone

Chachi- aree Mai to dar hi gayi thi koi nahi jab vo Kal subhah uthe to usse kehna ki vo mujhse bat kare

Manik- ji chachi

Call ended

Manik said all these things because he knew where she will be he hurriedly picked up the keys and started driving finally he reached at Mangalore Mumbai highway a place where they met, became manan there she was sitting on her car's bonnet strumming a guitar singing a song

He knew she was in pain the song was clearly reflecting it he move towards her

Manik's pov

I move toward her  she was sitting on Car's bonnet

Manik- nandini what are you doing here it's late come we need to go home

Nandini-  manik are you real oops you can't be real you toh left me alone you don't even care for me you have your friends and I am no one for you right but manik I don't want to go home every thing is just dark there I am alone I have no one am I that bad that everyone I love leaves me first Amma and appa then you .

I know she was drunk her slurry tone was saying it but her every word was piercing my heart but I am the only one to be blamed for it

Manik- nandini I do care for you now come let's go home and you are not bad infact you are the best and you are not alone .

Nandini- you are lying you don't have to act anymore I am already broken enough to not get repair.

"Look now she don't trust us and it's all because of you "that annoying voice in my head called subconscious mocked at me uggh just shut up but she really thinks my love for her was a act I need to tell her that my love for her is real .

Manik-nandini I really love you and it was not a act .

Nandini-you are lying you know let me tell you a secret my Amma was a businesswoman and I am the owner of NM industries and glow up styles (fashion house) you know rishab is not my own brother he was adopted by appa but he loved both of us equally you know I was always there for everyone for everything to listen thier problems or solving problems but you know there was no one for me to listen my problems or solve my problems you know I always craved for a person who will love me,trust me ,care for me and all things I do for people and me being a stupid thought that was you but you were not that person infact you became that person who gave me Soo much pain that I can't even share with anyone you know you say your childhood was difficult you toh at least had your dad you had a feeling that your parents are alive people at least don't called you a orphan you didn't have to take over the whole business at just 16 I didn't told anyone because it was not my legal age but now I am 18 and I can tell everyone that's why I revealed it. And also because my hopes are broken everything is just messed up I am messed up.

I was too shocked to react everything just came as a shocker firstly she being his own brother I am just ashamed of myself she had Soo many hopes from me and what did I did just broke her hopes she wanted me to became his dream but I became a nightmare and she is right at least I had dad I never had to work but she took over the whole company at 16 she faced Soo much and now I added more struggles in her life

Nandini-manik you na firstly left me for dhruv your buddy then you misunderstood me in soha case and now again you left me for your friends I am a good girl I never asked you to choose then why do they always ask you to choose we can share you right but now I think you don't love me cause you never stopped them from blaming me when I was innocent you never even tried to make them understand you just choose them but you did a very good thing I got to know there is nothing like and love and trust everyone will leave you one day Soo you should never trust anyone everyone is mean they will not care for me they will never love you they will just leave there is nothing like love it's all in fairytale fireflies and all are just stories because in real everyone will just use you and leave you no one cares for you no one . And now I don't believe in aiyyapa he also hates me he always takes everything from me I am never gonna pray again because I don't believe in them sorry ha manik but I broke my promise of keeping you in my prayers but now toh I don't even pray so you can't be in my prayers.

I felt something warm on my cheeks than I got to know I was crying she is shattered badly now she don't trust anyone she doesn't believe in love my nandini changed  my innocent , chirpy nandini changed she doesn't even believe in her aiyyapa everything  because of me she is right I always did bad with her but she never left my side I was lost in my thoughts when my eyes fell on the figure passed out on car I picked her up and carried her to car and made her lay down on backseat I started driving but my mind was occupied by her words I broke her I broke my love the person who pulled me out of the darkness is now in darkness because of me and I can't do anything about it.

Pov ended .

Manik reached home and picked her up and took her in guest room and made her lay down he was continuously staring at her face ,her face which uses to glow is now dull her eyes used twinkle have dark circles now ,her cheeks where a blush used to adore her has dry tear stains she was looking lifeless now manik couldn't hold anymore he moved towards the balcony and started remembering everything

I will shine for you

Tum hamesha mere prayers mein rahoge

Because I trust you

My hope will win

Manik I love you

Every relationship is not give and take

Jaha true love hota hai na waha faireflies glow karti hai

I don't trust anyone

Everyone  is selfish

There is nothing like love

Everyone will leave you

Fireflies and all are just stories

Everything is dark

I am alone

My hopes are broken

I don't believe in aiyyapa

Sorry I broke my promise of keeping you in my prayers

He was remembering thier happy moments when suddenly all the words she said today came in his mind they were just total opposite of what she used to say earlier the happenings around her changed a happy angel into a broken injured angel whose heart is wounded and cannot be repaired not like she wants to repair it she toh already has given up.

Authour's note

So how was the chapter did you all like it? 

Please vote and comment especially my silent readers it just gives me motivation to write

It was really a emotional chapter

Precap- nandini- manik you are a coward just a coward I hate myself for loving you.

Love you guys
Rosie