"I don't care how complicated this gets, I still want you! "
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No proof reading time so avoid mistakes please! 🧡Finding love - SidNaaz
SHOT 01
"Six months and I haven't seen him, I haven't heard him... I thought my heart would forget to love, forget to love him but this stupid pumping organ never did so. I love him, I love him... I don't know why but I do " thought Shehnaaz's helpless mind she looked around finding her sister talking to him, Sidharth on the call...She looked happy and was laughing at some joke which he cracked, oh God his one liners are on point! Never had he bothered to call her once in this six months of being away, never! How stupid of her to even expect such a thing! Why would he call, she didn't mean anything to him, oh no.. She just meant the sister of the woman he loved, his lover's sister! Nothing else, Nothing else!
"I miss you Sidharth! " she whispered to herself... No one to hear it but she wished he could... Maybe one day he would... Maybe someday he would love her back the same way she did... How she longed for the day to come soon, very soon!As she looked up at her sister, she looked extremely excited... "Tu sach mein aaraha hai wapas, kab? " as those words left her sisters mouth... Shehnaaz couldn't stop herself from smiling... That smile which was for him, he's coming back...she couldn't control her excitement! "He's coming back! " she said. She couldn't be more blessed today. "Kal aaraha hai tu... Surprise dena tha kya... I'll be waiting!" Shanaya said in excitement. "I'll be waiting too Sidharth! " chirped a very happy Shehnaaz!
"Aagaya Sidharth " shouted a very happy Shanaya when she saw him coming out of the car. She ran and hugged him tightly. "I missed you so much Sid " he yelled. Shehnaaz's eyes had the brightest shine in it! She saw him after so long, as he got out of the car, she just wanted to run and have him in her arms but she saw her sister Shanaya instead! He held Shanaya so much with love and care! His palms kept rubbing her back and he pressed her so close to him, as if she was his, she was his. His eyes held tears.. Tears for Shanaya his love... His face showed longing of holding her... His body reflected the need of her touch! He was so much in love with her, Shanaya and all Shehnaaz could do was to just witness! He loved her sister to an extent which she had already surpassed for him. If she could love him the way he did to Shanaya, then there was nothing wrong in it! "Woh pyaar karte hai Shanaya di se, hadd se bhi zayada" she told herself, more to her heart, to her soul which wasn't ready to accept it! She had to let it know that she can only love him but can never have him, Never.. Never!
Tears couldn't stop flowing, it just couldn't however hard she tried, how much she rubbed them away, it came pouring out! "Itna dard kyu, itni takleef kyu... Pyaar karne ki yeh kimat kyu? " she cried. He was still hugging her, her Sister, Shanaya. She couldn't see them together. Her heart ached she looked away trying to calm her overhypered heart. This made her feel weak mentally, physically and emotionally! Did she deserved this!? No right so why, why couldn't everything work according to her will.. Why just everything be simple, why couldn't he love her, Shehnaaz the same way he loved Shanaya! "Arey dekho, Sidharth aagaya " she heard her mother say and she composed herself and made her way downstairs!
Everyone was happy, the house screamed of happiness and joy! Sidharth had always been the special one in the house. He always attracted everyone in the house, he had that in him! As she came down she saw him laughing at something her father told. One look at his smiling face and everything else vanished. She silently prayed that this khushi in his chehra should never disappear! Even if it cost her happiness she would give it away for him, she would always! "Haan aunty, bahot aacha raha " his voice had an underlying effect on her... It could steal her from herself! It's been around 15mins but he didn't look at her, did she ever matter to him, did she bother to him, did he even acknowledge her presence or did he even realise she was present there with him?
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Finding Love - SidNaaz FF
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