I was at the trap counting these bricks with alot of shit on my mind. Yesterday event kept on replaying. It's already one in the evening.
Yanna be making a nigga go crazy. I admit I do got some srs issues I don't know how to deal as yet but imma get there soon.
I sit back in my seat and hit up my mama. Me and my mama got a tight relationship only she really knows where my mindset goes.
"Well if it isn't my only son" my mama pick up and said.
"Sup ma" I said lighting up my blunt.
"Awwe baby why so down" she said in a light voice.
"Chill"
"Boy I'm ya mama you chill now spill the tea cuz ik it's some" she said making me chuckle lil bit.
She nosey ash.
"Just sum shit with my girl" I said taking a long drag.
"Kevin watch yo damn mouth and what you done did I'm surprised you actually taking this r/s seriously" I shake my head and take a next puff.
"I got jealous and we got in to it"
"Oh that's it ? Well then don't beat your self up couples fuss all the time its normal"
"I broke her phone" I said being honest.
"Kevin that's not normal nigga"
"And punch"
"Kevi-"
"And she carrying yo grandkid ma" after I said that she went quiet for a while.
"Kevin where in the pits of hell did that demon rise from? I'm so disappointed and upset with yo ass right now..you never even bother to introduce the young lady to me and you drop all this shit on me like a bomb.. is you tryna bury me nigga?"
I know my mama fr mad at me an so I'm I but I can't change the past.
"I knew I drop you hard asf on yo head when you was little but that dont explain this shit"
I smack my teeth and told her imma hit her up later.
"Plz make up with that young lady kevin for god sake make it right" she said before I hang up.
"Aye rico I'm finna make a move rq keep yo eye open" I told my boy before I left.
~•~ I pulled up at yanna's crib and blow the horn.
about 2 minutes later she was outside in a lil sun dress looking good ash.
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She got in and sat down looking straight ahead. I was tryna look at her face but it was like she wasn't letting me.
I didn't know how to start off the conversation so I just sat and think for a minute. I looked over and she was head down on the phone.
I be looking at her like damn do I deserve you or not.
"You good" was the only thing I wanted to know.
"Yea" she replied without even moving her eyes off the screen.
I rest my hand on her thigh and just squeeze it how soft it was. She push my hand away and continue looking at wherever on it.
Ik that's her mama phone she using rn.
"I'm sorry baby"
"Yeah ok" was all she said.
Damn I done fucked up again.
I sign and rub my hand over my face leaning back in my seat. I'm getting frustrated with her being nonchalant in shid.
I just was having to many thoughts at one time which was making my pressure really tall mane. In the mix of it all she gone hop out and say in a light voice.
"I don't wanna be together nm you are as toxic as it gets" she said turning off the phone.
I look down then to her and back down again.
"As far as cheating goes it was never a problem in this relationship from the beginning nor was it in the middle why in the world would it be to the end" she started to say.
"If we are ever going to move forward from here there some shit I need to remove from my chest and no kevin you cant take offense to anything that is said in the process just listen ,ight"
"Ight" I nod and started to roll my next blunt.
"If were ever gone be together again than there have to be more communication"
"We communicate" I said lighting my blunt.
"I'm taking about before we go around putting hands on ppl and desperately destroying they're property type communicate" she said getting a lil loud.
But I just let her talk and say whatever she wanted to let out.
"Okay"
"Just okay?"
"Yea what else is there to say" I asks taking a buff. She gave me a look and move away from the car
"I fuckin hate yuu" and with dat she walk away
I watched her went inside and slam their front door close.
Damn
I out the blunt and turn off my car. I walk up to the door and went straight inside.
For sure as hell not gone have me outside lacking around.
Downstairs was empty. I skip my way up the stairs and slide into yanna's room.
I had close and lock the doors behind me. She was under the covers talking shit about me already to Cindy's ass on the phone.
"Bae" I called making it known that I was here.
"Kev leave me alone plz go home or something"
I pulled the covers from over her head and sat on the bed next to her.
"Tell yo gf yu finna hit her up lata" I said meaning her bsf.
"Tell Kevin that I said to shut his ass up and gtf out yo house , respectfully" Cindy said on speaker.
I raised up one of my brows at yanna.
Bitch then lost her damn mind. I'm finna text up cuz to deal with her shit.
I had ignore wat she said and wait until yanna hang up on her ass.
"Why is you here again?" She asks looking at me.
I felt like shit when I had saw her bust lip.
"I'm sorry I put my hands on you bae imma do right by you and our baby if you let me show you"
"Your sorry? For what? My face? my phone? My health? Tell me" she asks not breaking eye contact.
"Everything" I told her
"Okay but I still need some time away from you if you really want to be with me like you say you would understand"
I stayed silent for a while thinking about what that could possibly mean.
Im mad asf rn
'Time away from me' hmm
"Bet" low-key was hurt it gotta be like dat but I understand ig
I stood up to leave and turn to tell her dat imma get her a new phone tomorrow.
