It Started At The Bar

TWO

Freddie

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"I sometimes wish I've never been born at all!"

Stopping the chords, I smiled continued practicing Bohemian Rhapsody for the concert on Friday.

Even though I was a little nervous, I was really excited to show off Bohemian Rhapsody to everybody.

John, Roger and Brian were speechless when I showed them. Brian was thrilled with the guitar solo I made for him. During recording, Roger kept complaining about Galileo and stuff since I made him repeat it so much times until he got an octave higher. We ended up laughing after.

"Hey Fred!"

I turned from the piano to Brian and Roger and John who entered the door in the studio with big smiles on their faces.

I waved asked, " Your all smiles, what are you guys so happy for?"

Roger replied, " I'm just happy my car song got on the album, but also I'm excited about going to the bar with Veronica and you all tomorrow! "

John chimed in, " Yeah! I'm super excited to dance and show off my moves to everybody and hang with Ronnie for some time-"

Brian interrupted, " I'm just happy with the guitar solo you gave me Fred! I also saw a lot of constellations last night and I took a lot of pictures with my camera it was amazing!"

I said, " Wow!"

I winced since I wish I had an exciting life like them. But I've been super lonely instead...

I just wish I can be with someone...

Even though Paul ruined me, he was good company...

Now that he's gone, it's super lonely again. Just my cats, the piano, and I...

I call Mary time to time and we hang out together sometimes but it's still lonely...

"Fred? "

"You alright?"

I said, " Yeah! I'm fine! "

Roger patted my head asked, " Just daydreaming?"

I nodded.

Brian asked, " What song are we going to practice today? "

I smiled looked at the piano said, " I was thinking we should work on Bohemian Rhapsody! I'm excited to perform it to everybody!"

Brian, Roger and John talked to eachother came to an agreement eventually, and said, " Alright!"

I smiled scratched my hair and then we began the acapella.

Then we got to the first verse.

Settled at the piano, I played each chord with perfection and clarity singing each lyric with the emotion the words expressed.

I was trying to prove something.

Bohemian Rhapsody is a song that is- different from everything else. Its unique and I love it.

I hope everyone in the world thinks so too.

"Any way the wind... Blowws!"

After that, Roger whined, " Do we really have to sing the operatic section? It's so hard... And crazy..."

I shook my head said, " We'll play the recording of that section but we'll do the ballad section and the rock section then the part that loops it all together."

Brian stared at me in awe asked, " How did you make this whole thing?"

I shrugged explained, " I just did it. Wrote what I wanted, added a bit of nonsense in the middle and looped it together to make sense in the end, it was difficult and long but I love the results! Along with the way we all worked together on creating the masterpiece to make it official! With your killer guitar playing, Deaks amazing bass skills, Roger's wicked talent on drums, and my lyrics, it all together is amazing!"

Brian said, " Your piano playing is really great too y'know,"

I sighed said, " Eh I dunno- kinda bad at it to be honest..."

Deaky asked, " Why would you say something stupid like that? Your a great pianist Fred! How come you can't see what we see?"

I shrugged mumbled, " I don't know..."

Roger said, " Why're you saying your bad at something you excel the most in? Not everyone can play like you and pitying yourself over it isn't going to fix it! So complain all you want but your a great pianist and you should realize it! Kids and teens and adults even look up to you because of it!"

Brian said, " Its true..."

I yelled, " Look! I just don't think I'm good at it! And stop trying to change my opinion theres nothing you can do about it, sure people look up to me that's great but my opinion still stands... Stop trying to change how I feel!"

Everyone was quiet I stood closed the piano grabbed my things, storming home walking alone.

Can't believe that happened.

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Click!

"I'm home kitty's!"

I cheered closing the door. Delilah happily walked up to me wrapped her tail around my leg purring sat down staring up at me her pupils getting larger and larger every second.

I smiled put my things on the loveseat removing my shoes, she began meowing and jumped in my lap curling up purring louder.

I laughed rubbing her fur scratching her favorite spots and once she finally fell asleep, I picked her up carried her toward her bed and settled her down gently. She woke up, but repositioned herself and fell asleep curled up peacefully.

Watching her I smiled and refilled her bowl and water and walked toward my room settled on the bed sighing in exhaustion.

Maybe watching a little bit of cartoons would clear up my gloomy mood...

Sitting up I turned on the tv to my favorite cartoons since a kid, Tom and Jerry.

What a night.

I'm just... going to rest my eyes...

And...

"ZZZZZZZZZ!" My snores erupted and next thing I knew, I was gone. Fast asleep.

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