You say that I'm beautiful
You say that I'm smart
But look in my eyes
can't you tell I'm falling apart
Look deep in my soul
Can't you see the scares
That you left on my already broken heart
I was in self destruction mode
It was up to you to fix the code
I was blind to see
That you didn't love me
I was blind and convinced that we had a connection
But you were bind and was looking for satisfaction
Maybe it's my fault for falling for your games
Maybe I was the one to cause my own pain
When we broke up
I couldn't get it out of my head
The months before caused tears for me to shed
You got what you wanted
Then threw me away
Just like garbage
now you'll pay
It's not fair what I've suffered from
Now my revenge has just begun
I was stupid to know our love wasn't real
But for a moment I could feel
I was stupid to believe in your selfish lies
I never thought of the question... why
Maybe it's my fault for falling for your games
Maybe I was the one to cause my own pain
To deal with our secret I had to hold it in
It killed me inside so the hurt begins
But still loving you I kept it for you
Because I thought you still had feelings for me too
When I could no longer hold the secret in
The pain began to whither in
But do you know what you told me
The night I thought this too
You told me... I HATE YOU.
I went through hell trying to love you
But baby I thought you knew...
I went through hell trying to give you what you want
But all I received is your taunt
Maybe it's my fault for falling for your games
Maybe I was the one to cause my own pain
I never understood why you truly hated me
But now I see
I'm the only one to blame
I deserved all of this pain
I will carry this with me for the rest of my life
And I will secretly carry a knife
Incase my mind returns to the past
Then I can stop the day my life crashed
But write this down my dearly belove
I will NEVER fall in LOVE
