When viscount tewkesbury told me to meet him at midnight all my mind could think about was "what does he have planned" or "what is he gonna say to me" but I had to go shopping and find something a little more special because I wanted something that tewkesbury hasn't already seen me in everything that looks girly that I own. The pink dress. My red dress. And even my boyish clothes.
So I needed a change in wardrobe. So I went to the nearest shop and went in and found the most beautiful navy blue lacy dress and I just couldn't resist. That dress would be perfect Especially in the moonlight. I wonder what tewkesbury would think of this outfit. He would probably be soo flattering that I'd just die on the spot. That's how he normally was and is with me. So I'm not surprised he came up with this idea to meet together tonight.
He was everything and I never noticed it but I hadn't been the nicest to him. And that made me feel guilty and sad and I couldn't be happy when i thought of that. So I tried to let it slip off my mind and tried on my dress and then bought and and left the shop.
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All I wanted was to be perfect for everyone around me but by doing so I shut everyone out and took it out on the people i love most and tewkesbury was now one of them. And I'm ashamed of how I treated him when all he ever was was kind and sweet to me.
I let that thought go and decided to put a blue flower that matched my dress in my hair and then I left to go see him.
*three hours later*
I was walking up to the dark train station and I didnt see him but thats when he popped up out of nowhere and just scared me. And I almost swung behind me and hit him on accident thankfully I didnt. But I was so happy to see him and ran up to him and gave him a hug which he returned back. We hugged for for a good 20 seconds and then he just said "well Ig you missed me" then I mumbled so he wouldn't hear me and said "yea I did..." and then he just said "so let's go sit in the cart of the train I booked a seat for us both let's go. And that's when he took my hand and ran onto the train with me. And we both jumped on laughing and smiling at each other.
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Then tewkesbury looked into my dark brown eyes and starred for a while and then he pulled my face closer to his and placed his soft lips on mine.
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As shocked as I was I didnt pull away I just let it happened and thats when he told me he cant hide something anymore. And said "Enola I cant keep pretending your not on my mind, your the girl I've been thinking about ever since you left me back home with my mom and my uncle"
I said "I appreciate that tewkesbury and I honestly feel the exact same way." After I said that he kissed me again and I never pulled away at all.
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