Seek and Give

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Seek and Give
WRITTEN By: Sunset

"Pls naman oh Pls stay with me" I hold his hands tight as I can.

"I don't love you anymore please let me go" when he said that words dahan dahan kong binitawan ang kamay niya.

Wala ih he just slap me with the truth.

Simula ng araw na iyun hindi ko na isiniksik ang sarili ko para sa mga taong ayaw naman sa akin.

Kasi habang pinipilit kong gawin iyun ay kusa ko lang dinudurog ang sarili ko.

Then that day came.

"Hi Im Justin!" He smiled and I rolled my eyes in annoyance.

...

Every day sulpot siya ng sulpot kong saan nakaka galit na hes showing that he cares even though his not.

Hes always show something they called love but I called 'pambwebwesit'
...

"GOOD MORNING!"

I never replied to his good mornings I just choose to ignore his loudness.
..

"Kain ka na oh alam ko hindi ka pa nag brebreakfast"

Never eat everything he gave me.

..

"Gina seat beside me!"

Ni hindi mga ako lumapit sa kanya.

I'm so done with this.

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"Justin De Dios please wake up! I don't need you in my life so please naman oh paki kayuan mo ako!"

Then he cried in front of me and I realized.

Ginagawa niya ang bagay na ginawa ko noon.

Sinisiksik niya ang sarili niya sa akin.

But the difference is I push my self sa taong hindi ako mahal at siya namay pinipilit ang sarili sa akin na takot na muling mag mahal.

But there's no difference both are seeking for love.

Never ng nag paramdam si Jah sa akin nag transfer pa nga siya ng ibang paaralan at nasaktan ako dahil dun.

I was wrong again pinag damot ko ang sarili ko.

So I understand now.

Hindi mo kailangan mamalimus ng attention at pag mamahal ng iba.

Ngunit wag mo rin itong ipag damot.

"You can seek for love to those person who are worth it"

And

"You can give love to those person who deserves it"

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