Heliophile

CHAPTER 09 - HAPPIER

Anger  is the emotion of heated displeasure. It is both the smoldering flame of resentment and the volcanic eruption of fury. To be angry is to not be at peace. It is to be held in the grip of aversion towards some person, event, pattern of living, opinion or emotion.

Hinde ko kaya Trish, Palagi ko nalang siyang napapaganipan, and it feel so real, nahawakan ko kamay niya, tumawa siya. BAT KASI HINDE NALANG AKO! BAT LAHAT NG NAGUGUSTUHAN KO HINDE AKO NAGUGUSTUHAN! MAY GINAWA BA AKO? MAY KULANG BA SAAAKIN?

The pain of anger that turns to tears.

You know everything has its reasons Kenn, for the good of it and for the bad.. at alam kong masakit makita siya masaya sa iba, just let go and accept.. 

We all know that loving him is a losing game..

Everything just turns black..

Nag kalayat kasi yung picture ni keeno pati yung atenista guy na gusto niya.

Perfect body, cute face, nice tall height, glasses that reflect him well.

Perfect couple silaa, A Humanities and Social Sciences student with a Science Technology Engineering Mathematics student partner, pareho matalino, pareho mataas ang grades..

Sino lang naman ako.

Hinde ko yun kinaya.. At hinde kona yata kakayanin pa

 I wanted to kill something in me.

The feeling of still loving him.

Trish wanted to see me, kaya we decided to go to sea.. for short paseo (pinaganda ko lang)

The comforting feeling of the sea breeze..

Trish offered me pambansang drink para sa broken pero ayaw malasing ( cali )

Sabay sabi, kung tayo nalang sana yun, edi sana may ka picture kana ngayonn then she laughs

Hinde ako straight remember? Then we both laughed it out

When the sun was about to sleep..

Kenn?

It was him, but he wasn't alone.

Earth! I mean John!! I ssaid with a fake smile.

Jowa mo? He pointed out to Trish

Nooo, best friend. Hehehe

Ikaw sino kasama mo? Friend? I asked

Ahh yess, Si Venz..

(Please don't say it.)

My boyfriend..

(He said it.)

Good for you!! Bagay kayo john..

( lupaa lamunin mo nako pleaseee!! )

Awkward silence was surrounding us..

We better go then, sabi ni trish..

Ahh yess, mauna na kame John and Venz nice meeting you..

Palayo palang humihikbi nako ..

Pinapatahan nako ni trish coz I was crying like a child

Great double dead lang ganon?

His with someone better than mee, kamukha pa niya talaga si Bright, I said

Atleast you have me dibaa? Trish laughed again

Ikaw haa trish, we laughed again. Soo parang tanga lang kasii tatawa tas iiyak na parang ewann..

Nakasakay na din ako sa jeep, ako nalang din magisa. May sundo si princesa trisha, kayaaa..

Ang lakas ng takbo ng jeep guysss.. maling mali sumakay sa jeep ng talabaan pauwi tas gabi pa talaga HAHAHAHA yoko naa..

Pero nakababa ako ng Divisoria in one piece, which is a amazing HAHAHAHA gagawa na sana ako ng thank youmessage para sa lahat..

While going downnn..

I saw a familiar shadow.. alam ko siya toh, anino palang kilala ko naa..

Si keeno..