Heliophile

CHAPTER 03 - WITH A SMILE

Lets go back to June 20, 2020 ---

Well, the heavens did really hear my prayers HAHAHA! As the days goes very fast, me and Trisha created our secret codes for our crush HAHAHAH, ang sarap mag karoon ng internet friend na same ang trip sa buhay HHAHAAH. Since she loves clothes, her code name for her crushes are clothing brand. Bongga masyado bestie naten jan HAHAHA! and for me, I named by astronomy. I named Keeno as sol (sun) for being radiant as the sun and gives me the light in everything I do. Then I named Erwin as rams (backwards for mars) which is baliktad din eh HAHAHA basta baliktad ang nangyari, which I hate. I named few people too.

The sun is shining, and our radio is shouting like CRAZY!! AKEL LANG BABYEEEE!! GRABEEEE!!! Soo much for a good morning. If your going to ask, how's me and sol? I decide not to admit my feelings kasi hinde naman talaga ako type nun eh, pagtatawanan lang ako pag umamin ako. At sino naman si rams? Hinde ko din alam HAHAHA panira ng friendship yata? Char HAHAHA sabihin na naten nag hanap ako ng kapalit para kay sol, which didn't work kasi SHUTA BALIKTAD ANG NANGYARI SIS!

And here I am, zooming everything at the kitchen table as I drink my cup of milk. As I think mali yata na umamin ako kay rams agad eh, yan tuloy pinagsisihan ko. Kaya, never rush things such as love kasi masasaktan kalang! With a heavy sigh to start a very beautiful day hayss.

04 days left then birthday na ni Jhoan, since I got fascinated in editing videos. I decided to create a video presentation with of her friends na mahal siya, like she's a wild asthmatic person. Kaya since ghazwa is super close to melon (jhoan friends) siya pinacollect ng videos tas ako lang mag edit.

Schedule naming ngayon para gumala kaya by 01 pm going na kame sa bahay ni jhoan, HAHAHA funny right mag plaplano kame kung saan at kanino mag bibirthday sa sarili nilang bahay. And yesss, late naman uuwi tito niyo HAHAHAH as if kalian pa naging early.

Chika there, chika here. Nahihirapan ako mag salita sa harapan nila, mas lalo kay jhoan, knowing na close sila ni sol.

Kaya na pansin nila nag iba daw ako.

"Alam mo para kang namatayan ng pusa, sabi ni jhoan"

"Broken parin yata siya daii sabat ni ghazwa"

"Yan jowa pa HAHAHAHA add on naman si sandy"

Inner me be like, if only you knew, I can't breathe.

Just like a real smile, you can't breathe while smiling.

Sooo uwuian naaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Medyo tahimik kame ni ghaz pauwi kasi ang hirap sabahin sakanila, and when I got home. Time to disinfect kasi covid is a real thing and mahal ang hospital :))

I was about to sleep, hinde kasi nag pupuyat HAHAHA wala naman din kachat anong use dibaa.

The horror ringtone of messenger RINGS HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH AND KILALA NIYO NA KUNG SINO ANG NAG CHAT HAHAHAHAHAHAH AND THIS ITS FOR REALL!!

I LITERALLY SLAP MYSELF KASI SHUTA!! SIYA NAG UNA NAG CHATT AHHHHHHH!!!!

Keeno : Yowwww

Send kodaw sayo??

HAHAHA

Sabi ni melon

ME : HAHAHAHAHA YESS KUYA KEENO (I'M A FAN)

( GRABE ANG SMILE KO HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHA ABOT LAGIT SISMARSSS HAHAHAHAHAA IKAW BA NAMAN GHADDD HE'S TALKING TO MEEE ACKKKKK!!!)

Keeno : Yaks HAHAHHAHAA ( REPLYING TO MY MESSEGE (I'M A FAN) HEHE)

Wait lng

ME : HUY SHUTAA FAN KA NAMIN NG PINSAN LIKE DAMN HAHAHAHAHA

Ta mira gad kel flores de mayo HAHHHA

( YAP, IT'S NOW OR NEVER HAHAHA I'M GONNA SAY EVERTHING COZ THIS IS MY CHANCE!!)

Keeno : sends a video

HAHHSHSSH SNL

Yakss wag nayun pilit lang ako non HAHAHHA ( REPLYING TO FIRST MESSAGE)

Me : NOOO PROBSSS

Hahahaha maskinaa HAHAHAHA I'M HUGE FANNNN

Keeno: HAHHAHAHAH THANK YOU

(I can hear him laugh, and the butterflies goes CRAZY!!!)

Keeno : sorry kung pabebe pala ( REPLYING TO HIS VIDEO)

(ang cute nalang ng boses mo love HAHAHAHA hays akin kanalang HAHAHAH)

Me : hAHAHAHA okay lang yan hinde ka nag iisa HAHAHAHAJA

Back to present

Then till today, , I will always cherish our first conversation. I was smiling the whole time and I couldn't breathe.