after school || jirose ✔

sunset

we're on our skateboards, stamping our feet like we're dancing happily. we cross and cut each other, having a friendly competition. the sound of the small wheels on our skateboard and our stomping foot were heard. we cut between the winds, roads and the grass patch, not being worried with us falling on the ground. we skate here and there, far away from our meeting point. fuck our destination, we just want to skate happily.

"hey, chae! better catch up with your master right here!" jimin waves to me as he noticed me enjoying the view. never i've noticed those beautiful views before. couldn't care less, i stomp harder to be on the front.

we both stomp harder every second, wanting to be one in the front. competing? no, we're having our time together. smiles and waves of laughter filled, sweats were all over our body while pants escaped from our lips. when i accidentally skate closer to him, our eyes met. i look into his delicate and shiny eyes. it was so pretty. i look at it as if it's my last time to look at his beautiful eyes.

his bangs were fluttering, revealing his forehead. even though the wind is hitting his face, he still looks good. and more beautiful. he looks so fucking good. how come i just realized this fact right now? he then grins, showing his white teeth. he just gives me a fucking smiley eyes. you have that? no, you don't. just how lucky i am to be his best friend.

slowly, my skateboard started hitting jimin's skateboard. realizing it, i quickly control where it's moving. after get the skateboard under control, i glance at jimin again. he was having his eyes on me.

awkwardly, i speak up. "what?"

he again smiles. doesn't he feel tired of smiling all day?

"you look pretty just now." he compliments.

pretty???

me???

park jimin just said i'm pretty???

"o-oh. really?" i touch my hair awkwardly. cheeks were burning, bet it's already turning red.

"yeah." he replies.

jimin then puts his feet on the ground, stopping the skateboard from moving. i also did the same, but a bit far away from him. i carry my skateboard and walk towards the boy who is sitting on a bench, under a tree. i awkwardly sit there, leaving a space in between.

jimin chuckles. "hey, why are you sitting so far?" he pats on the space, signalling me to sit closer to him. "c'mere. i don't bite, dear." he said with a fucking sweet tone in his soft voice.

what the actual fuck. he called me dear??? hello, i'm fucking dying???

i slowly moves closer to him, as told. i'm acting all shy out of the blue. why's this happening?? especially while doing our favourite activity?? with the person i adore the most?? this is seriously unusual. i, park chaeyoung, has never ever been shy with park jimin. why now? am i on my period?? hello, my hormone?? are you okay??

"what..?" i carefully asks him.

he moves a bit, closing our gap. i flinched, wasn't expecting that. and somehow, i kinda... love it.

"we'll stay together," he looks at the sunset view which is in front of us before continuing his words. "like this forever, right?" he then turns at me.

"uhm.. yeah, of course." i replies. "why do you ask?" well... that was very uncalled for. why is he worried about this now? i mean, this is too sudden. is he leaving or what?

hearing my question, he looks at the ground. looking... a bit sad, but also happy.

"what if..." he pauses and looks into my eyes. "we cannot stay like this forever?"

another unexpected question. what is he talking about? he wants to end this friendship and leave this town? and i'll be lonely again? do i have to suffer again? after all this?

"what, what do you mean? why are you saying these? is there something wrong, jimin? if- if you're in trouble, just talk to me. i can-"

jimin touches my hands. he grasps them tightly, in his big hands. he was staring at me. i as well, make an eye contact with him. quietly, i pray inside, hoping that our friendship won't end here.

after all the good memories with this guy right here, how could i forget and leave him? he took good care of me, when i'm in my hard times and when i'm happy. even though i sometimes beat him up, he just go with it. he never scolds me, neither do he makes me feel uncomfortable. when i need help, he's always there to help. when i'm happy, he's still there, by my side. his kindness make me think about him 24/7. how is it possible for me to let him leave?

"chaeyoung."

i look at him.

"i want you..." he pauses as he looks away. "...to think how we're gonna end this friendship."

my heart stopped beating for a second.

"w-what..?" my lips trembles aggressively, looking into his eyes.

he bitterly smiles as his eyes were in mine. he stood up and started walking away with his skateboard. his back was facing me, leaving me alone with the sunset view. slowly, his figure fades away from my vision.

"haha..." i laughs sarcastically.

hah, that jimin. does he think i'll believe his words? tch, this is just a prank. why should i panic, right? that brat, he really thinks i'm so dumb to believe him. suddenly making a scene. he's such a bad actor. how can he make such lies when he's not even good at lying? gosh, he's so confident in himself. i thought.

all these are just his scenes.

i replay the scene just now. to think about it again...

a scoff escapes my lips, doesn't believe what jimin said just a few seconds ago. but...

"he's... acting, right..?" i cry.

there's no way... he's leaving me, right? 

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lmao I literally cringed while writing this SKSKSKSK idk if this is good enough or not, but I hope you guys love it. yeah cringy and... lame. but, just lmk your thoughts abt this chap! and... since this is a short story, I'll be updating this one maybe everyday until it's done! (maybe 😶)

btw, jk went live and I was fucking asleep dammit 😭✊🏻 he was live 3 times this year and I didn't join any 😭😭 the only live I joined for this year was yoongi's and I didn't even watch it till the end lmao 😩✋🏻 but the lives are too long and I dont like to watch long videos and plus, I cant understand what are they talking about. soooo yeah dont mind me talking to myself njfao-

so, that's all. hope you love my weird works and stories and just stay calm with my weird ass behaviour 😭 stay safe and bye !! love you all <33

lia