That's how it feels

The Call to Adventure

"Talk to me when you have some real sense, because if you're going to confuse, then shut the fuck up!!!"

That was already my breaking point. 

I angrily stormed offset as I have absolutely no idea what they want me to do, for one of the scenes as well, as well the stupid ass pranks and all the consent confusion, the late nights, early sunrise, I don't even remember when the last time I went to bed, or even was on social media, but now, no one knows what's going anymore. 

The California sun was beating on me, but I was too angry to open up my hand fan as I decided to let the heat from the dry summer days just energize me, trying to feel the tension of the set, and the misery and chaos of the world, to calm me down, not just the wildfires that's already happening in the west coast, but centries worth of unsolved conflict since the beginning of existence. 

"Don't take it so personally, it was intense since filming had begun" 

I looked beside to see my soul beast or subconscious, or whatever you call them, standing beside me as he (yes it's a male) looked at me, I can feel Ryoto, (RYE-Yo-Toe) looking at me on my left and he reassured me on the past month that had happened. 

"I don't know Ryoto, it's been tense, but it shouldn't be this intense with everyone at each other throats."

I looked down from the bridge that we are on, seeing that it was Route 66 as the sun was still at high noon as I just kept staring at the open road as a smile begin to grow on the corner of my face.

"What are you thinking of, Landon" I looked beside me to find Medusa who standing on my right as she looked upon the open road on the horizon.

"Just, what's out there on the open road, what was calling to me from the Horizon, and what's been going on set so far."

Just then a crash was heard from behind as I looked back to see what had happened.

"Dude, I almost died"

"Fuck you Bitch"

I took a breath as I felt the pain and misery following into my blood and it fuels me up, who needs food when you can absorb the misery and chaos from the set and throughout centries of Unresolved conflict. 

I walked into the trailer to find a bunch of smoke blasting out of my room as I looked inside to see that the trailer than a huge splash of water behind me, where a masked man had already come out of the trailer coming to scare me.

Did I flinch, not really.

Did I fight back, I wish, but I didn't want to put assault on the list of things that can make the worst, and I had no mood to do so, not even in the middle of a pentagram. 

Did I get even, HELL YEAH!! 

I grabbed the forearm of the masked man, as I screamed into the face, as loud as I could, hopefully, to petrify them as if I was a gorgon myself. 

"Okay, stop, stop, stop!!!"

I let go of the forearm as the man removed his mask to find that Dylan was already looking at me as he tried to smile for his prank.

"I'm not in the mood," I said as I looked at him.

"Oh come on, that didn't fucking scare you"

I looked around the room to see how even got into my trailer as I sat down onto the bed as I took a breath, I know Dylan means well, but now with everything and even into my breaking point, I just wasn't in the mood for anything.

"Out," I said as I pointed the stairs

"Jerk," he said. 

I've cast so many curses, that I last track on whether that was the 10th curse or my 13th curse, and my body was on adrenaline that I couldn't shut down to rest at all.